My little corner of words....

2012-02-02T02:02:00.003+08:00

我就不相信我会笨到, 忘不了赖着不放掉.

Alcohol does bring out the worse of us. Haven't thought of a single thing that I did right when I was induced by alcohol. It was fun, but beneath those laughter and smiles was something I missed out on. If only I had noticed it earlier, then maybe things might have ended on a happier note. Sure things were fine for everyone, but it wasn't for you and maybe you should have said it out. Then I would have stop. Definitely would have.

Oh well, guess this kinda shows how much it meant to you. I never thought that you would care so much but on second thoughts, it was pretty dumb that I didn't realise it. I mean after all it does mean something to you. Lesson learnt i guessed.

Anyway I have got through worse tings, so i believe i will get past this. But for tonight, let me drown in this melancholy. I believe i have "earned" that right.

寧願愛上一個不能擁有的人，
也不想擁有一個無法愛上的人。

2012-01-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

Friends. Friendship never ends, whereas love does. Love risk ending everything but friendship embraces everything. My dear, if only we could be both. But that's not possible. At least not now. At least not for me.

If only I could love the people who love me. Loving someone takes alot, and unfortunately i can't just do it for anyone. Maybe tat's what makes Love special. If Loving someone was easy, maybe love won't be special anymore.

I think I'm a hopeless romantic. Someone shoot me!

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

2012-01-26T02:01:00.003+08:00

One of the things i missed this sem is definitely K. Doing project with K is just different. Somehow i realise the 2 of us can work well together. We make a great team. K being the dreamer and I being the realist. K suggest a crazy idea, i help K ground it and together we make it into a reality. that's how i would describe our working style. Besides K helps me generate my ideas too. At times i would just throw random tots at K and K will help me organise it. Such a pity that this sem we are not working together in any projects.

To me a great team would have to comprise of this K and M. Somehow i just like the chemistry between us. It actually makes doing projects kinda fun. That said, my project grp mates (E, Z and J) are great this sem too but as i haven reali worked with them yet, will comment on them another day in the future but can't wait to work with them.

I realise over the years that when i generally am a better worker when i'm given a direction to go. I'm not the kind that likes to dictate the direction. That said, neither do i follow blindly. I realise I work best when someone gives me a direction, tells me my starting point, and let me figure out how to go there with a little bit of guidance every now and then. I can't work well when restricted. That said, neither can i work well when i am forced to do something. I realise that to do well, i really have to want to do it and that's the current situation with one of my projects. My heart's not into it and hence i'm barely doing anything for it.

Oh well, random rantings from me again. I'm sure my readers will understand. That's kinda what my blog is about. Random rants from me. Some are lame (most actually), some are insightful and some are reali reali just random outburst of my emotions.

That said, here's another random outburst to end the day, "I will not fall for you! Will. Not."

If you have chemistry you only need one other thing – timing. But timing is a bitch.

2012-01-18T03:41:00.000+08:00

Hello 2012!

Been meaning to blog for a very long time le but keep on putting it off coz i was lazy. Oh well since tonight i cant sleep so shall update abit ba.

First thing first, for those of you who read my last post, you must be dying to know how much I did for my GPA ba. After all the anxious moments, I finally clicked to find out what my GPA was and in that instant I felt both happy and sad. It was a weird feeling seeing my GPA. To be more exact, I didnt noe if it was a result to be happy or sad. I mean i didnt do badly but neither did i do well. It was reali a "eh...." result.

Oh well, anw however bad/good I did, it's all all carved in stone now le. Shall just work harder for this sem. Was randomly reading my past blog posts earlier and I came across this on one of my post, "故天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤" So yups, shall just treat it as another test from God.

Oh anyway, on the school side, things are going relatively well. I mean i'm still hanging out with M, Z and E they all. We are in the same project grp for some classes and we still keep in contact, which is great actually. Though at times i wonder if too much of a good ting is a bad thing. Maybe i'm too closed to them le. At times when you are too close to something, you can't help being afraid. Afraid of the day when you will lose them. Esp so for M.

There are times where I wish i wasn't so close to M, though on second tots i definitely take those words back, but yea, getting close to M during the hols were great. Hanging out with M, Z, E and J brought a smile back on my face and to a certain extent increased my confidence. Being with them allows me to be myself. That's the wonderful thing about hanging around them. No need to worry about being too insensitive or anything. No hidden agendas and no lying and stuff. Going out with them just makes me feel like my old self. The old, confident (at times abit too confident) me which i have missed ever since I graduated from secondary school.

To top it off, M knows me well, like abit too well at times that it's scary but still good. Somehow M forces me to face my fears. Immature as M might be, M forces me to confront stuff I would run away from and M doesn't beat around the bush, something i do all the time. Funny how M actually makes me a better person. For someone that always say "i dont care", M actually cares more than anyone in the grp. Surprising for someone that chooses who to be friends with.

Maybe it's M's weirdness that attracts me. M's unique in that way you can argue. If onli i had knew M earlier. When it comes to M, i always think that I didnt lost to him, I lost to time. That's the sad thing I guess. Somehow it's funny how whenever i wanna give up, I will keep on seeing M. Like today, i ran into M, 3 times, and that's alot for someone who only left his room 6 times today. To top it off, M mistakenly called me when M wanted to call him. Damn. If only we met earlier, if only....

Oh well, S thinks that we are too similar to be together. Which i oso agree to a certain extent. We share too similar fashion taste already and not to mention we understand each other and can click damn well, like well to a scary extent. I still remember the first time we met, M didnt say Hi or anything, M just started talking and my first impression was like "do I know this person?" It was as if old friends were meeting after a long time. As if I had know M for the past 21 years. Okay okay, maybe i'm being too dramatic here but yea, you get my point.

Whatever it is, I'm just glad we are good friends now. I wont ask for anything more, of course if there is i will take it, but yea, maybe being friends is the best. Afterall, it's been proven that i' a bad boyfriend. lol. Just look at my past failed r/s and you will know le. haha.

Talking about that, thanks for the letter/email on New Year. Reading it did bring back alot of memories. Just so you know, i never blamed you for anything. It was my fault that I didnt know how to handle it. Like what you said, you were young then and with the things happening in your life, who can blame you for what happen. If only you sent me that email then, maybe things will be different but the past is the past. We can't change that. For now I can only wish you all the best and sorry.

Oh just so you are thinking i'm emo, i'm NOT. Just getting sentimental here plus I just wanna type whatever that was in my head out. Okays i shall go sleep le.

Nites ppl and ciao!

2011-12-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

Hello world.

The last time i blogged it was the start of 2011. Now i'm reaching the end le and anxiously waiting for my results. In less than 15 mins i'm going to get my results and i'm feeling the same way as i am feeling the day before A lvl result release. Okay, maybe not exactly the same, A lvl was worse, but similar.

It's funny that i still feel this way. After receiving exam results for 16 yrs of my life, who would have though that I would still so nervous. In fact i'm feeling worse than when i received my O lvl results for some weird reason. Maybe it's because uni really is different from the rest and maybe cause i actually worked hard CONSISTENTLY for the whole term. I mean yes, i do slack once in awhile but i dare to touch my heart and say that yups tis has been one of my most consistent terms since i started schooling.

On the topic of uni, it's been a great term. Uni really met most of the expectations I had. It's a great thing to study in a university. The culture here is just so different. Yes i hate the fact that there is no spoonfeeding and that the studying is more intense but i cant say that I didnt expect it. That aside, i really did learn alot of useful things here and made a lot of great friends(cliche but true). Hall life has been find for the most part though I would have to say i love going for classes more. Yes i even loved Financial Management class where every lesson just leaves me more confused and more in awed.
The most fun class would have to be Biz Law. Favourite lesson every week and there's alot of intellectual discussion involved plus i think i'm really lucky that I got such a great tutor.
The most looked forward class would have to be my accounting tutorial. Yes Belinda kinda is so so only but she is actually the tutor i'm closest to. She is a real nice person and i really do appreciate her efforts to teach us. Beside that, it's the people in my accounting class that i love the most. Most of my school friends are in accounting class and it's just great to see them every week. Everyone squeezing together in a small tutorial brings a certain type of cozyness that i dun seem to get in other classes. Though the best thing about it is the time we spent after accounting class. Going for lunch, chit chatting the afternoon away and spending time just chilling around. Those are my favourite times in uni this sem. How i wish this would continue next sem but unfortunately our school spilt us up but i'm hopeful somehow we will be together next sem. :)

But all in all, uni's been a great adventure and the report card for that adventure,at least the academic part, is gonna come out in awhile.

So as i sit here waiting and typing, i'm somehow stuck wondering how i will react. Will i cry if i do badly? Will i be depressed if i dun do well? How will i handle it if i get good results? These questions, mostly the first 2, keep running through my head now and as we countdown to the last few minutes before result release, i find myself praying once again. Praying that my results will be good and that the Lord will be kind to me and give me what I want.

Gonna open my results now. Wish me luck! :)

Jovial :)

2011-01-03T03:01:00.003+08:00

Happy 2011 my dear readers!

Here's wishing everyone a great year ahead and god bless kays ppl!

So sorry guys that i ain't blogging much. Been kinda busy with work, life and all. Plus re-blogging stuff is sooo much easier than blogging hence i've been tumblring alot more than i'm blogging. So sorry abt tat. haha. I shall try to blog more this yr. Tat's gotta be one of my resolutions this yr. To reflect on my actions more and to be better man. 2011 is gotta be an awesome year with all the ORD, post-ORD life and University and all coming up so i'm kinda looking forward to it.

Alrights i shall update more next time lah. Take cares my dear readers and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Ciao!

xoxo <3

2010-09-02T00:51:00.002+08:00

hello dear readers,

I'm back again to rant about my life and all. This few days aint really good once again. Everyting's so darn screwed up at work that i dunno where to start. Maybe I should start by asking the question, why do people quarrel?

Easy question with an easy answer. But since everyone know the answer to the qns, why can't everyone sit down and sort out their differences in opinion? I mean is it reali tat hard to get everyone to sit over a cup of tea or coffee and just talk it out? If it's coz u all dun wan to waste money buying that cup of tea then fine lah, let an NSF 3SG like me buy everyone tea and coffee then. Point is, why can't people just talk it through. Compromise here and there abit, take a little here and give a little there. Won't that make the world a so much nicer place?

They say when we get older we get wiser, but ain't it ironic that all the difficult and tricky problems in this world are created by grown ups. It's like my workplace. All the problems are caused by all this stupid grown ups. What's their problem seriously loh, all onli noe how to give idea but dunno how to implement. When ask to implement everyone then push here push there. And what happens in the end, your dear 3SG is stuck in between everyone's pushing and become's both a stress reliever and a messenger boy.

Seriously, this politics bullshit is too much liao lah. I cannot take it liao. I tot it was cool intially and all but as time goes by, i find myself more and more embroiled in it. And it kinda sux when the people you work under all have different opinions and all only know how to open their mouth. And i mean u want me to pass message okay lah, but do understand that some words a 3SG can't probably relay to a LTC or equivalent rank one lah.

And, i totally hate the line: MAKE IT HAPPEN. It's as good as your boss admitting he dunno how to solve the problem. It's like he cannot solve it then he expect someone paid so much lesser(at least 5x lesser) to help him think of a solution. Worse thing is later one he takes the credit for your hardwork with not even a word of thank you and gives you the "you were just doing your job" kind of stare. I think at times a little bit of appreciation would help much lah. I mean give me a day off or 2 for hard work ain't reali gonna kill you right?

haix. I'm sry dear readers to put you thru yet another post full of my boring rants =x I promise i i will blog something happy in the future. But not now ba. Tonight it's a night for the sorrows. So take care dear readers and cya soon...

Ciao!

Random rantin' !

2010-08-27T01:36:00.002+08:00

Okay this post is random ranting post so if u dun understand it. TOO BAD!
So let's start with:

Yet another BFF? screw you all lah. Whole day like that de. I mean it's a good thing lah but somehow it feels like a bad thing too.

Basket it's all too complicated le lah. And I can't seem to make up my mind! Haix. Someone throw me a rope out of this abyss!

And one piece is going on a 4 weeks break! OMG!! cannot imagine 4 weeks without beloved luffy. I think i will die loh. haix. Wad am i going to do without my dear luffy man! But i believe after those 4 weeks he will be back stronger and back. Like super imba strong along with his crew. haha.

And hitman reborn is getting damn interesting! Can't wait for the next episode too!! So many anime so little time to watch =(

And work's being an ASS coz i can't seem to concentrate and finish all my work. And that suxs totally loh.

alrights, tat's all for today le. I shall blog seriously another day. paiseh ar people(if any) who read my blog. haha.

Ciao!

BBQ party with PA jrs

2010-08-16T02:54:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!

Dunno why tonight I'm in a blogging mood so let me blog another post ba. I shall blog about happy stuff this time to make up for the previous kinda emo post. haha.

Yesterday I had an awesome ~~day~~ night with PA juniors at Pasir ris park. haha. I was there attending this BBQ party organise by Kia Wee to celebrate Mr Elfie's birthday and also at the same time hold his farewell party. It was quite fun and all lah even though the walk there almost killed me. The location that Kia Wee chose was Pit 26 which is like a 10 mins walk from Pasir Ris Bus interchange and that route was the shortcut somemore. I met kia wee, chee yann, germaine and daisy at 5pm at the interchange there. Actually was suppose to meet them at 4pm but oh well, u noe i'm damn bad with time de lah so yea, i was an hour late =x good thing they were waiting for germaine so i wasn't the only one late =x

So after meeting with them le we walked all the way to this BBQ pit and i gotta say that pit is damn uloo sia. We had to walk through this nature reserve and all to get there and when we got there we realise we were there too early le. Like we reach the pit at 5.30 and the rest of the ppl were onli suppose to be at pasir ris at 6pm so yea, we were very very early. End up chee yann decided to start fire first while the rest of us just chatted the time away loh. we just talked and talked and talked which was fun lah coz i like talking alot ma. Idle chit chat is the most fun thing ever. haha.

Soon it was 7 plus le and Daisy had to leave but everyone including Mr Elfie still haven come yet loh. Daisy made this nice card for Mr elfie and she wanted to give it to him personally. She bought him a mug too and coz she reali wanted to give the gifts personally to him, daisy called mr elfie and chui him to faster come. haha. good ting he eventually came at like 7.30 and after giving him the card she had to leave le coz she need go back hostel and study. This Kia wee oso lah. Plan event oso plan wrong timing. it was like 3 weeks before prelims and all lah so obviously everyone needed to go home early to study and all but okay lah, at least he bothered to plan which was nice of him. haha. So yea, me and kia wee escorted daisy out and she veri lucky loh, got 2 nice bodyguards to send her all the way to pasir ris mrt.

Along the way got alot of funny things happen lah, like we were just walking on the road when Daisy started screaming which got me and kia wee screaming too. I thought she saw something or wad sia but end up is she saw a frog jump past her. I was like WTH lah. coz of one frog she scared the hell out of both of us. haha. Then the drama continued later when we cross the road and she was screaming too coz she not used to jaywalking. It was quite bad to the extent that she ended up pulling the sleeve of my shirt coz she was reali damn scared of jaywalking. haha. It's ironic she came from Vietnam loh. I was telling her ain't the traffic there much worse than Singapore de. haha.

Anyway so yea, after walking her out le had to walk all the way back to the bbq pit again. It was damn tiring lah trust me. walking that stupid route back and forth. Argh! Good ting when we were back we were greeted by the Annia, si yun they all who finally made it here after Choon Hian show them the way. It was nice chatting with everyone, including Mr Yeo, again. It felt like going back to jc once again. Cracking jokes and laughing like there's no worries in the world. Somemore that night i damn on form lah made super alot of funny jokes but maybe that's coz there was also funny ppl like annia and si yun around. haha. And yea, though the bbq wasn't damn filling and i mostly stuffed myself with marshmallows (like a toy not a pig =p) I enjoyed myself totally. The end was maybe abit, in keith's words, wasted but oh well, i think at times not every fish you meet must catch de lah. If you keep on doing that you will miss out on the joys of friendship de, which i think is damn awesome and epic too :)

To sum it up, it was such an awesome evening/night la. Mr Ueng and Mr Morgan came too lah which was such a bonus cause i totally didn't expect them to come de. haha. It was nice seeing the two of them again and knowing that everyone's doing well =D Pity lao ban nvr come or else it would have been a damn good reunion le. haha.

okay maybe i shld start planning more PA gatherings for all the generations of the PA crew. I think will be quite cool, getting everyone together again from my batch all the way to ean xiang that batch. That would be like a 4 generation PA crew gathering. haha. Maybe i can get my seniors too. haha.

Okay! I think i shall make a mental note to organise one such outing someday after As and exams. I think it will be damn awesome and fun esp since everyone can get to know each other. =D

Okay lah. It's getting real late le so yea, I shall go sleep le. I still got long day tml and maybe long night too. haha.

Nights ppl and Ciao! :)

2010-08-16T02:22:00.003+08:00

"每个人的心中都有属于自己的雨季。无论是找人撑伞陪你度过，还是选择独自淋雨，最终要的还是要坚信雨后是能见到阳光和彩虹的。"

Saw this on Mr Tang's Facebook status and yea, I think it's damn true. Everyone has their own share of troubles and I got mine too. Someone from my secondary sch once commented that I'm very fortunate to be so "happy go lucky" and they want to be like me like that. Everyday just smile and smile dun need worry about anything but that's not true at all loh. How i wish i can geniunely smile and smile everyday. haix.

Actually behind every smile there's a sad story de. It's just that I dun like to show my sad face to everyone(though nowadays i'm showing it more often coz of work ): ) coz like what I mentioned earlier, I believe everyone has their own share of troubles ba, that's y I dun wan to make them more troubled by my own share of troubles. To put it in the words of Mr Tang, I prefer "独自淋雨" as compared to "找人撑伞陪你度过" ba. Maybe that's y nowadays I feel so stressed coz I keep too many things to myself le. I got lots of problems at work but i dun share them with anyone. Haix.

You may ask why do I not share my problems wif anyone? Well, that's coz nowadays I got no more seniors le. No more Stephen and Marcus liao coz they all ORD le. So now the most experienced guy(not counting Darryl) is me so yea, my jrs look up to me and i dun wanna show them any signs of weakness =( I wanna be the guy that the office can depend on and ppl can rely on but it's hard being such a hero. Haix. Responsibility and leadership are two ordinary words in the english language but in reality it's such a heavy burden to carry.

I dun wanna fail and dun wanna let anymore ppl down already. I think so far in my 20 yrs of life, I have let countless ppl down liao and I dun wanna add to that number anymore. All those nights I spent regretting abt my actions and all, I dun wan them no longer. It's time to change and stop disappointing people liao. Everyone has such high hopes for me, ranging from my men, my colleagues and my superiors. My men, people like farhan and fairdaus, both who are older than me and have ord-ed already, they respect me for my actions and i dun wanna let them down. my colleagues like ben and darryl and even wei foong's understudy all ask me for advice and help at times of difficulty. I dun wanna let them down. My superiors like ms ai nah, mr neo, ms joyce, ms doreen, my boss, mr anand and all the other people that ask me for help, i dun wanna disappoint them too.

So god please bless me. Even though I know i'm living behind a facade of being very ups, but please dun let this facade fall until at least I ord. Give me the strength to pull through and tahan until I ord coz I simple dun wanna disappoint anyone anymore.

That's all for tonight le people. Hope you are not too affected by what I wrote today ba. Jia you everyone and of coz jia you to me too ba!

Ciao!

New blog skin!

2010-08-11T03:01:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!

I wanted to start off this post with the line "New Blog Skin New Start" but seeing how often I use that line whenever i change a blog skin, I decided to just start off my post with a simple hello to greet all my beloved readers (if there are any left still). Besides i oso dunno what kind of new start my blog can have or whatever as I change blog skin not cause of new blog direction or wad but simple because the old one reali veri cmi le. haha. So this time decided to just "borrow" some nice skin from the nice ppl at blogskin.com so that my blog will look more presentable.

It's reali been damn long since I last blogged le. Lots has happened (since when has lots not happened when I didn't blogged haha) since the last time I blogged and as usual, it's a story that's too long for this blog to take le lah. haha. Simple put, the song "Just my Luck" by Mcfly sums it all up for me with the line "Luck, Love and life aren’t on our(my) side"

I mean it's been reali a long time since Luck, Love and Life were on my side le, so dearest luck, love and life, if you are reading this please come back to me soon as I desperately need your help and assistance in ALL areas of life. Okay lah, I'm exaggerating again but yea, it would be nice if all 3 of you could return to my side. You are dearly missed ;)

Okay lah, I shan't elaborate and bore everyone with my problems and ramblings le. If you need a short update on my life, just know that work wise it's still the same but it's getting harder coz i'm like the "leader" now so must protect and guide my guys.
Friends wise, i'm loving all of them and thanks everyone both 2e4 peeps and G10 for sticking around with me and having so much fun together.
Love wise, oh well, i'm still waiting for cupid's arrow. I hope he's not blind and shoot wrongly coz i think few months earlier got misfire or something though I would put the blame more on keith than on cupid and now i'm hoping cupid's not as blind as dear keith. And keith if you are reading this, you should seriously knock your head on the wall coz you hai le not only me but oso someone else >=(

Oh ya, I've changed the address for my tumblr le. It's now: http://my-sin-again.tumblr.com.
So do visit it if you all free ar coz i update it more often than my blog though the updates most of the time no link to my life de. haha

Okay lah. It's getting late le and tml still got work so yea, it's good night for now.

Hope you guys like my new skin. Do feedback to me if there's any problem or anything you need to change.

Ciao!

ps. I wonder if there will even be anyone reading this post. wanted to install a view count but oh well, let's tink positive and nt install it as the truth can be quite hurtful at times. haha =x

2010-05-16T02:49:00.002+08:00

Was recently browsing thru all some old photos and I found this. haha. This was taken when i was still in J1 i think. Like 2007 first 3 months tat time.

And woah i realise i serious look damn pai kia with that uniform and hair. Like serious gangster. haha. But yea, those were the times man. I think if u ask me get bad that look will be quite hard ba. I dun even noe how i manage to cut that hairstyle in the first place. I think it's probably the result of not going for a haircut in a long long time, hence the unkempt hairstyle. haha.

Oh well, those were the days ba. I think tat period was one of the happiest in my life. Not that i'm not happy after that or wad so ever, but it was just one of the happiest ba. everyting was going so right then i rmb. Getting into a good JC, having a good class, having a good clique, having a good friend, having a good you-noe-what and having no worries of studies or money. Ah! How i miss those days. Pity I didn't treasure it man. To think i even gave up on you coz of some stupid obsession i had.

Looking back now, i realise that i've become one of those guys that ends up lamenting abt their regrets and at the same time laughing at their mistakes and naivety. I've grown much as compared to then already. To think that when i was 17, i tot i was ready to take on the world, turns out i wasn't. And even until now, i still am not. The world's reali quite the scary place and so is growing up.

Growing up really means being independent man. Like reali reali independent. I mean I still have friends that I can count on and buddies i can depend on but there are some stuff that we must deal with ourselves. Stuff like our emotions, our tots, our dreams, our problems and lastly our guilt... That's the hardest thing abt growing up. It's abt facing up to reality ourselves and learning how to resolve our own issues. It's abt being able to stand up after each time we fall and realising that at times the fall can be painful coz not everyone in the world will care abt you.

And yea, i hate to admit it but i think i'm a slow learner. Coz even after so many years, i'm still learning, learning how to grow up and i doubt i will ever learn it soon enuff. Sure army has taught me lots, but i'm sure society will teach me more. Army, to me, is just a microcosm of society, it's an enclosed environment, in the sense that it shuts out the world, which allows us to make mistakes and gives us a chance to start anew later after you ORD. I noe not everyone will agree with this view that I have but ya, that's how i feel abt army, it's a chance for you to make mistakes and let you start afresh once you shout ORD! and step out to the new world again.

Oh well, sry ppl for the slightly reflective/emo post. Was feeling abit in the mood for a little reflection so decided to blog abit but guess ended up being abit too much. haha.

That's all for now le folks! Shall update you guys more when i have time =D

And it's Ciao for now and au revoir~

Ps. pls dun get affected by what i blog, it's merely my opinion on things. cyas!

2010-03-24T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hello all, it's been a long time since I last blogged here and since there's actually a demand for me to start blogging :) I shall provide the supply and hopefully this supply will be more constant and not erratic in the future. haha.

Recently, I was re-applying for my uni courses and I decided this time to fill up this section in the NTU admissions,

OTHERS (not more than 200 words)
You may wish to elaborate further on the involvements indicated above or any other participation in community service, talents, etc in the box below.

Being the president of the Public Address(PA) crew in VJC, I was actively involved in major school events and provided technical support and advice for many events, notably the school's annual college day and musicfest 2008, a talent time contest.

I was involved in the hosting of the inaugural Youth Olympics Games 2010 Seminar in 2008 where my crew and I provided audio-visual support for the committee. This gave me a chance to interact with the government authorities that were planning the event and improved my networking and communication skills.

In 2007, I initiated the first inter-school media exchange between my JC and Xinmin Secondary School. The exchange exposed me to a wide range of audio-visual equipment. The exchange of knowledge and skill also benefited both parties. Not to mention, many great friendships were forged in the process and it widened up my social network.

Believing in giving back to society whenever possible, I have constantly gave back to society by providing assistance in whatever area I could and in my JC life I have performed over 100 hours of community service most notably, planning a 1 day Sentosa Trip for a children's home.

After completing this para, I realise that ya, indeed alot has transpired during my JC life man. And I'm actually missing my jc life now thinking back about it. haha. All the times i spent playing the fool wif my classmates and working late into the night with my cca mates on stupid events while handling troublesome councillors and cca leaders. AH~ All the memories of my JC lifes are flooding back to me sia. If only I could go back to my JC days, those days of climbing over the gates when I'm late, sleeping in lectures(not that i dun do it anymore in the army but less often and less fun when u get caught too =x) skipping lectures and classes and sneaking out of school to buy subway and macdonalds from east coast park. haha. Those were the days man.

Oh well, those days are over le ba. What I have left is the future and hence I shall promise myself that yes! I will PLAY HARD in uni and not let myself down. haha. Of coz lah, i muz excel in my studies too so that i can cont playing and not worry abt my academics. haha. NTU here I come in a year's time and meanwhile, if any of my reader(s) dun mind, help me pray that NTU Business accept me can? haha. I wanna do business in the future so yea, business degree would be cool, esp since NTU allows me to major in business hospitality which is wad i wanna do in the future man. Service industry! haha.

That's all for now le ba. Shall try to update more often and ciao!

ps. Good luck to dione and ruth for their auditions and interview results respectively. haha ;-)

2010-03-06T14:04:00.000+08:00

Have you been there yet?

2010-02-20T18:06:00.004+08:00

Hey Guys!

I've got a new tumblr space. haha. Check it out here kays?

http://wait-a-second.tumblr.com

The space title is called Give me my Sin again caused I just love that line from Romeo and Juliet. It’s a quote from romeo and juliet though i got the idea from the song titled “The kiss” by karmina which was introduced to me once again by sok! haha. Basically the sin refers to the kiss that romeo got from juliet and the line basically asks juliet to kiss him back again on the lips. I find that line damn sweet and nice so there you have it, Give me my sin again <3

And I'm so loving shakespeare now that I plan to read Romeo and Juliet in awhile. I realise there's indeed something nice about that corny love story that everyone talks about. Though I always wonder why do people like to find their Romeos and Juliets coz that love story ended with both of them reuniting only in death which i doubt u would want your love story to end that way right? though it's kinda cool and stuff but ya, living together alive would be better than dying together. haha

I'm still holding on to my job, are u? haha Jia yous!

ciao!

2010-02-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

OMG CNY is coming! like so fast and so silently it just sneaks up to me and caught me by surprise few weeks ago. haha.

Okay lah, maybe realising tat cny is coming few weeks back is not reali surprise but then again i had no time to prepare for cny loh. Up till now i haven bought my CNY shirt yet. how how how?? And today is like CNY eve le. I tink later on muz go out and buy or else muz wear back old de which is not a nice start for the year. haha.

And the year of the tiger is coming le. RAWRS! not that the zodiac year actually matters to me but then again i whole the horoscope for me nxt yr will be better. If given a choice of wad i wan my horoscope to say, it shall be something along this lines.

The year of the Tiger will be a good year for people born in the year of the horse. "Horses" will find themselves enjoying good health and will find great friends that they can count on throughout their lifes. Horses will always be in the company of friends and benefactors will come from all directions to help them. Career wise, the year of the tiger marks the start of an excellent career in the office and promotion prospects are high along with a significant pay rise. Problems faced in the office will all be solved peacefully and there will be no huge pitfalls or traps for horses to land themselves in. Challenges might however pop up once in awhile(muz have good and bad or else later ppl say my horoscope too good to be true le :p) but there is no need to worry over them as the challenges will go away as fast as they come and there is nothing that the horse cannot overcome. Financially, horses will reap great rewards from their investments and bank account balances will stay healthy and grow throughout the year. Matters of the heart are close for all horses out there and love is in the air this year. Steady r/s will follow and things will all fall into place one after another for the perfect love story (okay abit exaggerating le).

There you go, my ideal horoscope for the year of the Tiger. Hope you all enjoyed it and if free help me pray tat it will come true hor. Anw, gonna sleep le. Later on still need go shopping.

So it's au revoir for now and cyas all soon. =D

Ciao!

2010-02-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

Saw somethings that's quite thought-provoking recently on DeviantArt so I shall share it here with everyone. =D

"Everyone has the ability to be a monster, and everyone has the ability to be God.
Intent is the only higher power. Perception (and the result being self-discovery) is the only intelligent design.
Remember, though-- not everyone will see you as a monster.
And not everyone will see you as God."

-Twelfth

So are you that monster or are you God? Okay for those christians out there, maybe God is too strong a word to use but oh well you get what the quote means lah. I honestly think that you can be anyone you wanna be as long as you want it to happen. Just like a movie quote i heard recently, Nothing's Impossible. It's how much you want it. As long as you are willing to try, i believe that everyone can get what they want. It's just how hard you try that sets everyone apart, that differientiate leaders against followers, and winners against losers. And so yes, I'll try my best to overcome my obstacles, and if my best is not good enough, then i guess it's time to beat the odds and exceed my limit, surpass myself and surprise everyone. I guess at the end of the day that's the thing that matters most currently for my job and also the aim tat i set for myself, i.e. to surpass myself and learn from this whole lame experience in the army. To rise against all odds and do what others failed in doing. I shall try hard, and yes i might fall but i'll stand up again, and stand tall against my enemies. Yes the situation is messy but if Alexander the Great can conquer half the world, why can't i conquer my job. After all God is fair, he gave me 24 hours a day, just like he gave Einstein, Newton, Napoleon, Alexander the Great and all other great figures in history the same 24 hrs.

Hwaiting!

ps. It's easy to say but hard to do sia. I hope I can achieve it. Jia yous to myself and others out there too who are having trouble. =D

Slowdance on the inside

2010-02-06T13:07:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!

New blog song for all. Recently started to like Taking Back Sunday once again and plus I've noticed that my blog songs have stopped working for awhile so decided to change it. haha. Hope you all like it. Somehow i just love this song, there's something in it that reminds me of stuff.

Slowdance on the inside.
Artist: Taking Back Sunday

Passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best
I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it
You move slow like daytime drama
And I'm boring like his songs
So while I'm taking you for granted
We'll be humming along

Well cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless, So thoughtless, So careless

Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless, So thoughtless
And I could care less

So paint your face up something elegant
And this time maybe a darker shade of red
Cause a long night means a fist fight
Against your pillow and my pearly whites
I want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees
So let us grieve
So let us grieve

Don't you ask me
Don't you fight

Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless, So thoughtless
And I could care less

Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless, So thoughtless
And I could care less

Well cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here (I'll keep you here, I'll keep you here)

This glass house is burning down
You light the match, I'll stick around
I'll give you everything you want
And wish the worst of what I was

This glass house is burning down
You light the match, I'll stick around
I'll give you everything you want
And wish the worst of what I was

Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference

Ps. This is just the start of perhaps a major revamp in my blog =x

2010-02-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

There is no such thing as selling out. That is just something jealous assholes say. Do you know where all your clothes and food products come from? it’s impossible to live a life without indirectly selling out a little, but honestly who cares? Life is not about being true to punk rock, it’s about being as happy as you can be for as long as you can be. Your job makes you happy and that is a rare thing. Stick with it and don’t worry about being a sell out. There is always going to be someone with a more conservative attitude about what selling out is but that guy squats in an abandoned building and isn’t nearly as happy as you are. The joke is and always will be on him.

- Andrew Futral via Formspring

Tough Week

2010-01-24T13:01:00.003+08:00

Hello all readers!

I'm back once again. Updating my blog and giving you your regular dose of JJ's life medicine for those who are aching to noe what's happening in my life nowadays(oops too bu yao lian le =x) haha.

Anyway, life's been tough on me the past week man. To those who haven heard the good news yet, I'm posted to Tekong after i graduated and am now a finance specialist there at tekong. haha. Yes i noe i'm like damn lucky to get this job and basically my army life is now like work life with the usual office work politics and the usual 8-5 monotony with occasional OTs and lousy pay of $890 which makes me a totally underpaid worker but i shan't complain abt it coz compared to my other colleagues and my men my pay makes more sense than theirs. haha

So far it seems like life's pretty good to me right? haha. But that's not really the case lah. U see even admin jobs have their own problems and mine come in the form of overzealous superiors and office politics. First ting first, one of my superiors is like overzealous about his job and it's apparent he realli wanna perform well to impress his superiors even at the expense at the welfare of his men and hence i'm the victim of his overzealous attitude whereby he doesn't give me time to take a breather at all. He keeps on pressuring me sia, even weekends oso kenna sms by him fan me abt work. Super sian but oh well, at least this led me to the conclusion that even if you stop working, the world doesn't stop turning and hence you just can't stop so easily even on weekends.

Secondly, I'm a poor victim of office poltiics man. I'm like collateral damage for the "fight for supremacy" between my various superiors, sandwiched between A's battle against B while at the same time sandwich between's B's battle against C and A and so on. Literally, it's reali subway, Eat(me) Fresh. The worst ting however is that the guy that will protect my ass is on medical leave now and he prob won't come back till like march or april which by then if i haven been roasted to crisp would be reali amazing. haha.

Oh well, i guess those are the pains of an office worker in the SAF ba. Or at least it's my pains. haha. I see the other admin guys in the island are like damn slack and stuff, able to find lots of time for sleeping and reading books which is like totally different from my job. haha. I think it's like time for a change of system le lah. Muz give them some of my work. haha. But as I told my interviewers and my colleagues b4, i rather kenna all tis kind of shit here in the army where i can't be fired than in the future where my job can be at stake and where the damage to me can be so much more worst and exemplified. haha. So ya, my suffering now is a lesson for me. I shall learn from it so next time in the working world i can safeguard myself from such stuff. Positive attitude. Hwaiting!

Yup, I told myself that i won't let myself get beaten down which comes to my main purpose of blogging this down. TO REMIND MYSELF TO NOT GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW HARD THE GOING MAY SEEM.There's always a rainbow after the rain and yours truely will make sure that he will make it thru the rain to see that rainbow. Thanks too to the guys that have been supporting me all this time and been so willing to share my woes with me. haha. It would have been reali hard to keep on going without friendship and yes my wonderful friends outside camp. thank you all too for helping me destress by going out with me and just making my day with jokes, laughter and fun.

So yes, i will keep on going, I've been reading other ppl's blog and realise that i'm not the only one with probs in life so to the other cool ppl that are having problems in life, Hwaiting! I'm sure we will all overcome our obstacles together as long as we don't lose faith in the ending that we believe will take place be it ORD or studies and A levels results or getting into JCs or changing of facebook status from single to being in a r/s ( you know who you are haha). Just like that avril largine song, all we gotta do is KEEP HOLDING ON~

Hwaiting!

Signing off, yours truely, JJ =D
Ciao!

ps. See yuen, if you are seeing this, CHUCK BASS!! haha.

2010!

2010-01-03T02:26:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year my dear readers!

2010's finally here. Like after 365 days of waiting it's finally here le! So now i have another 363( if u dun count yesterday and the day b4 yesterday) days to spend before i can celebrate new year again. Woo 363 days, i sure can do alot of tings using that amount of time man. Maybe i shld start by listing down some resolutions and stuff, that's wad ppl always do when it's the new year right? haha. I see alot of my friends de blog post are all full of new year resolution so i shall do the same ting ba.

New year resolutions!

1) Learn to drive, then try to get a car.
This is one resolution that i so wanna do. It's time i finally sit down and start driving some cars man. Cab's fares are totally killing me (though petrol ain't reali veri cheap) and my balance of payments tis month is like so gonna be negative le. So ya, i need to get a car and drive, so tat i won't have to rely so much on cabs plus can drive ppl around and maybe..... *hints hints. LOL!

2)Improve my communication and networking skills.
No one's perfect so ya, that's why we gotta keep on strive for tat perfection. Tis year i shall try to improve myself and learn skills that will be useful for me in the future and also improve the skills that i currently have. Let's see, first of all shall try to improve my communications. After working in an office, i totally realise the importance of communications man. It reali can do wonders for you so ya, i will improve my communication skills and networking skills coz it's damn impt in the future. Plus a little bit of charisma and charm would never hurt right? haha. One impt ting i realise thru the years is that it's impossible to change how one person look(unless u are talking abt surgery but tat's ridiculous) but charisma is one area that if we work hard enuff, i believe that it's something that can be aquired so to all the looks chui ppl out there, work hard on charisma. =D Besides, everyone would choose charisma over look any day of the week right? haha

3)Learn how to cook.
Random tot but if possible i wanna learn how to cook too. LOL! I mean it makes me a more useful person right? Plus i tink it would be sweet to cook for my future wife so ya, shall try to learn to cook nice stuff to add tat bit of spice to life. haha

4)Learn photoshop.
Okay, i've been tinking of doing tis since sec 4 i tink and now i almost served for 1 year in the army le and it's still not happening. Lol. Apparently u all can see that it's not veri high on my list of "must do resolutions" coz even though i have the same tot every yr but nvr reali go do it. haha. Anyway, it would be good to learn how to photoshop. Imagine wad i could do to my photos and pictures. Plus a little customization here and there would be sweet too right? haha

Okay let me sum up my resolutions ba, i tink basically tis year i just wanna stop running. Okay though tat mean i might fail my 2.4 but no lah, i mean stop running away from my problems. I shall FACE UP TO IT! Being in the army has taught me that nth's impossible. The mountain tat seemed so daunting at first was never as tough as it looks plus u nvr noe wad fun u might have on the way up. Besides the view after the climb would be breathtaking. So yes, i say face up to ur troubles and stop running away this year.

Be more ACTIVE instead of PASSIVE. Dun be afraid of consequences, instead face up to it. Do something instead of wait for something to happen. Be the dude that give ppl tat helping hand instead of waiting for tat helping hand yourself. That's wad i wanna do tis yr. I shall stop wallowing in self pity and do something instead. No use crying over spilled milk. Instead go to 7/11 and buy more milk. LOL! okay tat was lame but ya u get the point. haha

Lastly, i wanna be more useful to everyone around me, be it work or at home. I wanna be an asset to others not a burden so ya, i shall keep on improving, keep getting "stronger" so that i can help and protect those that i wan to. Knowledge is power, the more i noe the better so yup, shall improve myself as i said above so tat i will have more power to protect ppl i love and care abt <3

To end off, let me thank all the ppl that made 2009 special for me. It was a hard year with army, breakups and argument with friends, along with the occasional financial problems and hangovers plus medical problems. Thanks to all the people that stood by me, in particular, my weekend gay buddies (keith,wei xun,kynaston and once in awhile mel!) along with Gang of 10 (Andre,Daniel,Edo,Mark,Jason,Jeo,Jinghan,Syaz,Tricia,)plus my xinmin buddies(nelson, seeyuen and co.) and of coz my beloved army friends esp Pilot Goh(couldn't have gotten csb without you not to mention all the other crazy tings we did together), Brandon (golden bayonet boy. ASLC would be so much more boring without you plus doing long strike with you would always be one of my fondest memories in army), Richie(my BMT buddy who was always there suffering with me and now still "suffering" together as admin specs), Ting Shun,Jerome, Ben yeo and so many more of you guys who made army so memorable for me despite all the hardship.

Thanks everyone for all the memories! 2009 was a fun year for me and i believe 2010 would be better esp for G10 coz 2010 is so gonna be our year. haha.

As for all those ppl that i offended during 2009, let me offer you my sincerest apologies here. I'm sorry for what i did but hey, let's put it all behind us since 2009 is over already. Let's start tis new decade fresh and nice.

Ciao and Au Revoir my dear readers.
You know you love me XoXo~

ps. New year celebrations and Xmas celebrations was a blast!

2009-12-24T15:56:00.004+08:00

It's CHIRSTMAS EVE PEOPLE!!!

Omg so fast and xmas is coming once again le. haha. I so love xmas people! It's like the best festival ever. As i was telling a friend earlier, even cny pales in comparison compared to xmas man. Dun ask me why, but xmas juz roxs lah. It's like the best ting ever and it's just so MAGICAL! It's like anything can happen on xmas day man. Who noes, it might even snow in sg tml (okay i'm exaggerating but u get the point). Okay i gotta admit tis magical xmas tingy does sound abit crazy and no ppl, i'm not on drugs and neither was i drinking when i blogged tis down. haha. I tink it's coz of all the xmas movies i watched since young. Be it Disney Dreamworks or Pixar movies, all of them share the same theme, magical xmas! Movies like A Christmas Carol, Home Alone(the xmas one, can't rmb which part) and cartoons like rudolf the red nose red deer and frosty the snowman all gets me so excited abt xmas man. It's like so cool!!!

Planning to spend xmas today with beloved G10 people. Haven met them all since David Khoo's wedding (yes my teacher got married =D). Hopefully everyone will be able to make it tml. Then day after xmas will be meeting up with beloved PA people. Tis one reali is like the first gathering tis yr i tink. Haven met all of them since like jc ended. haha. As for today, urs truely has got no plans yet as of now. haha. Initially planned to spend the day with keith, wei xun and kynaston but stupid SAF robbed us of Wei xun and Kynaston thxs to guard duty and standby. Oh well i guess someone has to guard our country for us when we all are happy partying. haha. Hope you guys enjoy ur xmas in camp. I'll try to rmb to send u guys msgs at 12 midnight later. haha.

So currently i dun reali have any plans for today and oso no details for tml and day after. haha. Somehow i onli noe tat i'm going out but dunno going where for the next few days. lol. Talk abt suspense and mysterious though i tink it's more of like ppl too lazy to sms details out. Shall call them when the day comes to check. haha.

For xmas tis yr, I got myself tis nice watch (which keith tinks can't tell time) as a xmas gift. I gotta say it's reali one nice watch and my friends agree wif me too. haha. I wore it to camp yesterday and everyone was like WOWing at it. haha. Just love the watch <3

Shall sign off here le ppl. For those who are interested, I've passed out from Sispec long ago already. Got posted to tekong and soon am gonna be the finance specialist of tekong. Tat means an 8-5 work time and stay out everyday. haha. That's like the best xmas present too. Shall update u all more with my work in the future ppl.

Love'ya and Ciao!
Merry Xmas everyone!
xoxo

ps. Sok tis post reali luan luan lai. I just blogged wadever came to mind. haha =D

pps. i guess from the style of writing u can tell i'm juz damn excited!

2009-12-22T00:17:00.003+08:00

Mic Check 1,2 it's time we all got our reality checks man.

2009-11-19T14:59:00.003+08:00

Knowledge is power. Or is it? I've always thought that knowledge was power, it was one of my favorite quote that i read from a book. That line was the basis for my pursuit of knowledge, be it for academics or in our everyday lives. I always believe that the more you know, the more well equipped you are to deal with situations and the more you are able to protect the people around you. But then some guy named murphy had to come out with this stupid law and ya, like all obedient singaporeans, we obey laws and thus things never ever go according to plan. Complications always pop up every now and then, adding new variables to this already complicated enough equation; jumbling up the all the answers; screwing up my life.

I guess at times the truth can be so overwhelming that it just sweeps you off the ground. It deals your spirit such a great blow that it leaves behind only an empty body waiting for a lost spirit blown so far away that it cannot find it's way home.

These days i'm back once again to wondering if ignorance is bliss. Yes knowledge does gives you power but bliss doesn't always come along with such power. I use to thirst for knowledge, wanting more power to protect people around me but what happens now that i've lost those people that i want to protect, what use do i have for knowledge then?

Many times, i can't help thinking that perhaps the best thing someone can be is a fool. A fool doesn't know much but ironically he's the one that's always all smiles and laughter. It's ironic ain't it, that lunatics and fools whom we normal people look at with pity, are the ones that are happy and smiles the whole day. Perhaps they too look at us with pity. Pitying how we are always so stressed up and tensed, not knowing how to relax and not knowing how to treasure what we already have.

So to all those that are searching for happiness, I propose to you, why not seek to be a fool?

I guess life must have really roughened me up much and made me so emo that i blog something as nonsensical as the above. haha. life suxs i guess but one thing that can be learnt from the army is that life goes on.

For those readers out there that were looking for a bit of comic relief, do pardon this rant of mine. I'll be fine so look forward to the next (hopefully happy)post ba, though i dunno when that would come due to my busy schedule and lazy character.

Ciao!

ps. i blogged this in my army camp =D

2009-11-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

I'm getting more and more lazy to update my blog =( Haixs how leh how leh.

Guess it's too bad for u readers out there ba. Got lesser rants to hear from me le. Alright, it's another book in and another week to slack in camp le.

Cyas all le.
Ciao!

ps. Watch Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood, it's a damn nice remake of FMA that follows the manga plot. In love with it now =)

2009-11-12T02:15:00.002+08:00

Here's something from taiwan, something i blogged while on the plane to Tao Yuan airport. haha. I must say taiwan is indeed an interesting place. If onli i could have stayed longer than perhaps i would have more stories to tell but for now, here's one for the readers out there.

4.03 am 31st oct sat.

hello all! Currently on the plane to taiwan. Haha. It's been super exciting so far, taking a plane on my own with my friends is quite an experience. Haha. Plus eva airlines ain't that bad after all ba. At least the air stewardess all are nice and speak good chinese which i haven heard for quite some time.

oh ya, i took quite alot of photos on my way here. Haha. Having a camera to spam is like so fun lah. The trip so far veri pleasant ba. Taking a flight with friends like pilot goh and ting shun is indeed a new experience. Haha. Plus i'm seating with surain and zheng bao and it's damn funny sitting with surain(indian dude) who's like asking me how to speak chinese in order to converse with the chinese air stewardess. Haha.

oh ya was watching the sniper, chinese movie, on the plane earlier which started quite cool but the ending suck totally. Abit meaningless towards the end. Haha.

okay lah i shall go sleep le. Haha. Everyone's like sleeping liao so i shall do that too. 2 more hours to taiwan! Ah i wish i can stay in the plane longer but oh well, i doubt my wish would come true so ya, guess it's good night for now le.

ciao!

ps. I still love my home the most, esp my room =D

2009-10-30T21:52:00.001+08:00

Blog Hiatus! Will be away for a short "holiday" for 3 weeks my dear friends.

So wish me bon voyage and all the best while mark the date 21st NOVEMBER down on your calenders caused that's when yours truly will be back! =D

Ciao!

ps. that date happens to be Mr. Khoo's wedding day. haha. Can't wait for it!!

2009-10-26T01:22:00.002+08:00

In the blink of an eye, it's now already the 8 or 9th week of ASLC already. Woah ASLC reali did pass damn fast. In like 5 days time, 31st Oct, I would finally get to go to Taiwan le. That place which i so wanted to go at the start of the course but now i dread going taiwan. haha.

Why do i say so leh? Oh well, let's see going taiwan would include a 7 day "back-to-nature" camp and a 3 day "free and easy, self navigation and backpacking(around 20kg) trip" around one of the villages/mountains/forest in taiwan. With so much stuff happening in taiwan, how could i not be afraid esp since i know the brief prog of wad we doing there and all i can say is that the journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step and i reali mean a journey of like dunno how mani thousand miles awaits me and my first step will lead to my second and so on till my legs totally chui. Alright, maybe i'm exagerating about the thousand miles part but ya, u get my point ba. It will be one hell of a walk in taiwan!!! that;s the scariest ting i guess. Can't stand walking or running.I'm so hoping i will make it back in one piece.

Though having said all that, the best ting about taiwan is that there is 3 days Rest & Recreation at the end of the trip! I can get to be a sg tourist for 3 days and that so totally roxs. haha. Imagine all the places i can go with my friends. AH! can't wait for that. haha. Even now we are like planning already le. Thinking of which clubs to go, which places to shop and wad to do there. Should i go for a hotspring? Or shld i shop like crazy? Perhaps i even can go the arcade there play play and maybe will meet some hot celeb! haha. Okay dreaming too far le but u get the point ba. The imaginations are limitless when u are a tourist. So mani tings to do there loh. I heard we will get to visit alot of museums(which is cool with me though my friends find it boring) and alot of theme parks too. Best ting about it, admission fee is paid by SAF! haha.

Oh my, look at the time le. Shall go sleep liao. Shall update more tomorrow if i can find time to do so before i book in. For now, it's Au Revoir~

Ciao!

ps. I'm coming back on 21st November, just in time for David Khoo's wedding!!(can't wait for it)

2009-10-04T18:46:00.002+08:00

Heyz all!

So i survived this past week. haha. This past week had one of the major events of my ASLC life, the 32 km route march! I swear that the march is a killer. Like if it wasn't for the rain, and lightning in the middle of the night which led to us taking a break for 3 hrs due to dangerous weather, i would have died if i did the 32km one shot. lol. Good ting got rain which gave us some time to sleep and good ting i was at a shelter when it rained or it would have been the jungle canopy for us to hide from the rain le. lol.

Jinghan and the signals OCT came over to our camp for training for the route march and i met him and had a little chat wif him. haha. Glad that both of us all passed and completed our route march =D It's just left the navigation then we will both get our first badge le, Combat skill badge then our uniform won't look so empty anymore. haha. Anyway enough of army talk for now le ba. Let's shift back to wad i did while i was outside camp. haha

Nights out these days meant a visit to Harris, not the bar but the bookshop. haha. Somehow everyone seems to associate me with harry's bar when i told them i went harris. How come no one tink of me as going to the bookshop Harris de. Tsk Tsk! So ya, i'll go harris and juz hide in there reading my books for nights out. haha. Before that maybe i will go Safra lan shop to play abit of facebook and mafia war and surf around looking for interesting news and stuff but otherwise nth much i do when i nights out ba. After Harris it's always YAMI yougurt and i got like 5 stamps on my new card le! haha. redeemed the old one for one free medium yougurt and now i'm starting all over again to collect 12. Feels like some pokemon game where i gotta go collect them all! lol.

Oh ya, i've been watching lots of movies with keith and co too. Somehow when i go out wif keith, see yuen, wei xun they all it's always the movies for us. haha. Today was the same ting. Watched the Ugly Truth which was freaking funny. It's a good example of sexual comedy that doesn't go overboard unlike films like Fired up! or American Pie 6 which is almost like porn. After that it's the arcade for us le. Today me and weixun completed house of dead 4, like finally finally completed. haha. The cost of completing it was super high though. We spent like quite a sum of money on the game, esp the last boss where we refuse to give up and kept on putting in new credits. haha. End up we finally did it and yes i can proudly say i completed the game now =D

With G10, it's always food for us. haha, I realise G10 likes to eat alot or rather me and mark. Whenever go out wif mark it's always good food, good restuarant and at times good drinks to sign off the day. haha. We will just sit at an area and juz keep on talkign and talking and eating and eating. haha. Not to forget camwhoring, our new habit esp when syazana is around. haha. Didn't meet up with them tis weekend but shall try to do it nxt weekend esp since jinghan is leaving for taiwan soon le. All the best to u ar bro!

Next week is gonna be crazy for me. It's gotta be the most shiong week before taiwan with platoon attack live firing tommorrow and grandslam 2 just 2 days later. WAH it's gonna be just one word, shiong! Pray for my wellbeing my dear friends coz i tink i will need it. haha. It's gotta be one hell of a dig and one hell of a camp for me. Hopefully i will be back in one piece, not physically or, worst still, mentally broken. I've already prepared for it by sugar coating my thumb so that next week when i suck thumb and do tings i will at least feel better, not to mention sugar gives u more energy. haha. okay lah getting lame le. Shall shut up abt army.
*stuffs army to one corner of my mind and locks it there.

All the best for the ppl having exams now be it A or O lvls. I believe both are equally important ba. jia yous for u all ar. haha And just in case u tink i haven been reading much, i've been reading oso hor. Recently just completed my night angel trilogy. Love reading about assassins and their lifes. haha. But i tink i shall leave that topic for another day ba.

For now it's once again Au Revoir my dear friends and all the best for the week =D
Ciao!

ps. Yes xinyi, been abit crazy over k-pop too. haha. Shall blog about it sometime soon. Going for dinner now le. haha cyas

2009-09-27T21:19:00.001+08:00

Gone for another weekend. Shall be back next sat afternoon and hopefully will have time to update my rotty blog next week. haha. maybe i shall attempt to blog while i'm in camp but see hw first ba. haha

Ciao and all the best to those A lvl ppl and Promos ppl.

God bless~

2009-09-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

Rushing to book in le! One Weekend has zoomed by so fast that i feel so like i've just booked out an hour ago. haha.

This weekend was great with all the G10 meetups we had. Dun have time to elaborate more but ya, just noe that i had a great time for those who are interested in what i do (if any).

Shall chiong to book in le! More updates of me can be found on my twitter. http://twitter.com/Angel0ffaith

Ciao and all the best to all those who got exams =D

2009-09-15T15:52:00.003+08:00

OMG i saw something dumb online today while i was googling for word meanings.

Hwaiting (korean word)

Meaning:
1. Fighting in Korean.
2. Usually used to support Asian celebrities / groups.
3. Also to used to confuse non-Asians. (ROFL)

Example1;
One: Oppa ~ Hwaiting < 3
Two: What?
One: Nothing ^-^

Source: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Hwaiting

2009-09-07T13:06:00.003+08:00

Oh my, i'm so booking in soon le. Ah! Ah! Ah! So fast my 4 days weekend gone le.

How come! How come!

Lol okay lah, i'm having that I-Dun-Wanna-Book-In-Again feeling again. This weekend's been kinda dull for me with everyone all busy with their own stuff. haha. Keith is like confined thxs to AOH and wei xun is like far away in Brunei feeding mosquitos while Mark has got guard duty and his Eurasian award presentation. So ya, hardly went out at all except to Iluma where i had the time of my life owning everyone at virtual tennis 3. haha. It feels so good when u have ppl crowding around u watching u play virtual tennis and winning the other guy. haha

Oh ya, i bought new shoes too! Cheap buy at 30 bucks onli and the shoes look rather decent. If i have time (i doubt i will have) i shall post a pic of it ba.

And damn guard duty, i'm booking in early today to do the accursed guard duty. Suay sia. Ppl all book in 2230 but i book in 1630 to prep for guard duty. Super sian ba. Somemore the whole company onli 4 ppl got selected for guard duty and i'm one of the suay ppl. Arghs~

Oh well, at least Sergeant Major said that after this time i won't tio anymore guard duty le so might as well i settle it now once and for all ba. Hopefully i won't tio any extras for the rest of the course. Or rather i dun wan to tio any and i shall not tio any!

Okay, i shall go pack my bag le. Shall be a good soldier and book in on time. Sighs.

Take cares ba everyone and cya next sat when i book out on SATURDAY. damn the army

Ciao!

2009-08-24T02:06:00.002+08:00

OMG i'm booking in soon le =(

The day has finally come le. In less than few hours, i would be booking into Pasir Lebar camp for my ASLC infantry posting le. Haix. I so hate this booking in feeling esp after such a long one week block leave. Haixs. If onli i could be on leave forever. haha. I heard if u do surgery it's like 3 months atten C (MC in civilian terms). hm. maybe it's time i start donating my organs or something! lol. But choy, touch wood touch wood i dun wanna tio surgery.

Oh well all the best to me and u guys ba! First weekend i gonna get confined thxs to live shooting so ya, see ya all after that ba. Hopefully i will make it back safe and sound without any injuries and stuff. haha. okay le lah, i go off le.

Dun wan luo suo le. Cya all!

* everyone pls pray that i pass my SOC or else it's saturday RT wor. *crosses finger and pray

2009-08-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

POP le!

Actually that happened like one week ago la, but what the heck i'm still in POP mood and i sooooo dun wanna go back to Foxtrot coy for my advance section leader course. For those who didn't noe yet, i was posted to Infantry.

now for those of u who are wondering what infantry is, let me put it this way ba, when u watch war movie, u see all those soldiers chiong forward into the line of fire and then die one by one, ya that's me. lol! I'm gonna be an infantry sergeant, or as they call it, infantry leader. So basically i lead ppl to run run run and then pray we dun get kill.

Oh well, enuff of army stuff le, let's talk abt wad i been doing during my block leave of around 9 days including the weekends. Let's see ar,

Friday night: Booked out at 5.30pm after receiving bad news that i was posted to infantry. 6.15 reached boon lay mrt. Waited 15 mins for a taxi coz i was rushing home as i wanted to go to harris farewell party. Took a cab at 6.38 after damn long of waiting. 7.00pm stuck in a cab in the infamous PIE jam! 7.15 still stuck in the cab. 7.40pm finally reached home after like one hour cab journey which freaking cost me 30 bucks including the extra peak hour fee i had to pay. Was so late that i couldn't make it for harris party. Was pissed off and eventually onli cooled down after playing crysis and shot many north korean soldiers DEAD. Later on went out with keith and wei xun to watch midnight movie WHERE GOT GHOST which was like damn funny! Recommend all to go watch. haha

Saturday: eh can't rmb what i did le. Did i went out wif mark that day? Hm.. Can't rmb le. lol!

Sunday: went to temple to pray mid aftn and then went to bishan library to read books! Spent around 10 bucks onli on that day out at bishan which is a record i tink. lol!

Monday: went with keith to bishan to slack! Keith wanted to return library book plus we had lunch together. After that hung out at the arcade and manage to play house of dead 4 till boss of stage 2 which is like a new record for me and keith.(we normally die at the first stage boss or second stage starting) haha

Tuesday: Stayed home and read finish all the comics i borrowed on last last week. Dl-ed and played street fighter IV at home too. Stuck at last stage, unable to beat the boss =( Went for dinner with mark at bugis illuma, the new mall at bugis which was rather empty. They have a nice arcade though. haha. We ate at Empire state which is rather cheap compared to other american style restaurant like new york new york. Heard an interesting story about the owner of the cinema at the mall from mark. After that we went to take a stroll around town area and we tried to find the "nice romantic pub and restuarant" that andre told mark about. Andre said it's at mt. sophia road so me and mark went to climb mt. sophia and walked the full stretch of mt. sophia road b4 finding the place. It's called Old School! Damn nice place. reminds me alot of school. haha. Made a mental note to bring my friends there next time. After reaching the place, we realise the place was easily accessible by climbing up some staircase at cathay cineplex there instead of going one big round up mt. sophia. lol! Ended up in the bar at Hotel Rendevous. Had a drink there b4 calling it a day. haha

Wednesday: went to visit my grandmother. Spent the whole aftn at her hse. Oh ya, my grandma commented that compared to the last time i visited her,i look less tanned and more fat(i tink she mean muscular but ya, shall forgive her for her poor language). The last time i visited her was at the end of BMT at tekong, this time i visited her was after Basic section leaders course at sispec. Conclusion, i slack too much these days! lol.

Thursday: Watched Man united lose to burnley 1-0 which was disappointing and depressing esp since liverpool won stoke 4-0 that veri same morning. Disappointed in Michael carrick and Michael Owen too. Michaels are such a let down. Sighs. Went to slp after talking to nelson quek online at 5am for awhile. Listened to his complains abt JC life and then went to slp after telling him to appreciate jc life.
Plan for thursday was initially to crash Syaz political sci lect at 1000 and then have lunch at 1200. I woke up at 1100am. lol. rushed to meet syaz, left my hse at 1130am and finally reached NUS at 1245pm. Spent the next hour trying to find syaz and mark. lol! NUS shuttle bus service took me one round around the whole place thxs to the fact that i took the shuttle bus at the wrong stop and mark gave me wrong instructions.lol! Went to have lunch at engineering fac canteen there b4 heading to FASS canteen(called the deck) to chill at aircon area, then we moved to non-aircon area coz mark complain no chio or angmoh gals to see. lol After that we juz spent the day alternating between engineering fac canteen and the deck due to various reasons like, no chio and handsome ppl at arts canteen, syaz nid to pray, mark got bored of a place, and so on till it's like 5.30pm. Then syaz ps me and mark to go for muslim society, as mark says it, she pangseh us for allah. haha Me and mark ended up taking a bus to go holland V where we had dinner and nice dessert plus champangne which totally rules. I love champangne man! haha. spent quite a bomb on drinks though. lol. Finally went home after drinking and now i'm here!

So ya, basically that's a brief skeleton of what i did. Still got some juicy stuff i left out and i dun plan on blogging them too coz that's gonna be something only we know. haha

Cyas and Au Revoir~

2009-08-02T19:22:00.003+08:00

2 more weeks to POP and i am so happy!

2 more weeks and i will have finished my Basic Section Leader Course(BSLC) liao. Can't wait for the 2 weeks to come sia. I so wanna leave this stupid company. The inflexibility and inefficiency of the system at our company is starting to get on everyone's nerve already and of coz, everyone's praying that they will not end up in the infantry Advanced section leader course coz nobody wans to stay behind. lol.

Oh ya, i heard that Kilo company got break-in last week. They lost money of an amount close to 1.3k and oso lots of ipods and mp3s too. Btw this is like the third break in this month le, with Bravo and Charlie being the first 2 companies to get robbed. haha. I think it's quite embarrassing actually that the army is getting robbed. I mean army camps are suppose to be like super strict on security and stuff but how come one burglar break in so mani times and managed to get off scot free. I think if the public noes about it, it would be quite a disgrace for the security department. haha. And not to mention it would once again be another show of how "good" and "efficient" our army.

For those who haven heard the news yet, yours truly is gonna have to march on NATIONAL DAY 9 August when everyone is suppose to be resting at home or going out to party and club. Yes, u didn't read wrongly, I AM MARCHING ON NATIONAL DAY. Can't believe it when i heard the news. Haix i tot national day they will give me a break or something, after all we shld be celebrating our nation's bdae right? haha. but turns out i gotta go march this national day as part of our army's effort to show the world that even on national day SAF does not slack off and there are still (pitiful) soldiers marching around the island.

Okay, i realise that recently my posts are becoming more and more army-ranting orientated. lol. I guess i shld stop complaining so much and just tahan or like they say in the army, suck thumb!
Let's talk about more positive stuff ba, like for example my book outs and nights out.

My course has finally evolved to the stage whereby we are now getting nights out on a frequent basis already. I noe that other companies have always been having nights out but just in case u forgot, my company is always different from the others (they call it unique, we call it guai lan. lol), so ya onli now then we have frequent nights out. For the uninformed, nights out are generally days where we are allowed to book out after our dinner and then do wad we wan outside then book in that same night at like 2300 hours or earlier depending on the mood of my officers.

So for my past few nights out i been going to jurong point, which is like the nearest shopping mall to my camp. It's actually quite big though. Much bigger than amk hub though it has size but no quality. The arcade there is like chui and there's no nice cafe for me to chill and relax. haha. The best place i found so far to chill and relax is Haagen Dazs. Actually i didn't reali went in by my own will de. haha. I didn't had the intention of eating ice cream that night. I was just listening to my music and walking past the cafe, looking at the nice ice creams in the display cabinet when this sweet waitress came up to me and started talking to me and ya, u can guess wad happens next ba. haha But no lah, it's not that i hum sup or anyting but actually more of the fact that she addresses me as Sir! which is like virtually soemthing that so won't happen in camp and the feeling of ppl calling u sir is like so shiok that u can't help lingering around the place abit more. haha. Plus Haagen Dazs has like the best ice cream oso, so being an NS man that doesn't care about how much money he spent on useless stuff, i juz went in to chill and read my book for like 3 hours. haha. I must say though that the cafe is reali a nice quiet place to read my book without anyone disturbing me. haha

okay lah, shan't blog anymore le. Need to go pack my bag and have my dinner b4 i book in le. haha. Cya all then!

ps. hope u all like the songs on my blog. Got any request or complains can just leave on my tagboard. haha.

pps. Press the arrow keys to change the song.

2009-07-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

It's the same old feeling again. It's that feeling u get when u noe time is passing by so fast and u are helpless to do anything about it and the next thing u noe is that u will be on the car back to camp when once again i will have to train for 5 days and pray that nth happens during those days so that i can book out peacefully on friday night.

Sunday suxs these days, it's my book in day and that means i have to step once again into dreaded camps and change into ugly uniforms doing stupid things which are part of the ~~time-wasting activities~~ regimentation that we do everyday in camp. This week will be kinda worst though. It's gonna be like hell week for me in SISPEC where i will have 4 days outfield where i will have to spent one day and one night navigating myself around the whole of tekong while praying damn hard that i dun get lost and will be able to find my checkpoints. Then i will have to dig my own ~~grave~~ shellscrape so that i will have a place to sleep at night. The rest of the days will be then be spent running around like idiots doing battle drills upon hearing gun fire sounds.

And to sum it up, when i return from outfield my "beloved" company has arranged for me to get a haircut with the barber and yes, it's gonna cost me 5 bucks to get a lousy haircut. They call it supply and demand, i call it ineffective demand coz yours truly is not willing to have a haircut though i have the money to get it.

Okay lah, i think i shall stop ranting and get so frustrated by NS le ba. But damn, it feels good to complain once in awhile. Like let everything out. haha. let me blast the stupid and accursed system. I think i have developed a acute case of "Sunday Blues". Syntomns include pessmistic view on the coming week, angsty and being veri sensitive to words like "book in", "fall in", "lights off" and other such army terms. lol.

"Sunday blues", as i call it, can only be cured by atten C or by being posted to a 8-5 vocation unit like Mark. Otherwise the temporary solution is to suck ur thumb for the next 1 year and 7 months(yes i onli served 3 months of NS )= ) till it goes away.

Anyway, i noe that by now i shld get use to the whole NS system of staying in and onli being out on weekends and stuff but it's hard to get use to it. No matter how i think of it,the fact that i'm away from home still suxs and not bringing my com along with it suxs even more. Not to mention the 3 km run every morning totally kills off any positive thinking i have when i wake up every morning. lol. Sum it up, i'm a slacker and i sooooooooooo wanna slack. haha. Or else let me juz dream the whole day. Like become a professional dreamer or something. haha

2009-07-12T19:26:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

I'm back once again to update on my sad(army) life. During the past week i went to some jungle in singapore and literally chiong sua! Had a 4 day 3 night field camp sia. I muz say the field camp kinda suxs totally. The onli meaningful thing i did was help the ecosystem by feeding mosquitoes and sandflies(i hate them).

Anyway, shan't go to details abt my field camp ba, all u guys nid to noe is that it suxs, though the sleep i have at field is like super good. Sleeping under the stars! Imagine how mani ppl have that kind of "privllege". So for the past few nights i was sleeping under this tree and it's reali cooling at night, natural air-con! The best ting about where i sleep is that i can see the moon! And to top it up, it was full moon throughout my field camp so everynight i go to sleep with a full moon looking over me. haha. It's reali nice to sleep once in awhile outfield with the moon and stars above you.

So ya, it's one week down and 5 more weeks to go for BSLC. Hoping to complete this course asap and then move on with my NS life. My NS life is now filled with uncertainty and that's something i can't stand about the army. Let me explain my frustration. Coz after i go though this course, i will be posted to another course (hopefully non-infantry) and then after i finish my course, then i will be posted to a unit where my ns life will finally stabilised. It's like this uncertainty makes me feel so scared that i might get posted to some shiong unit and stuff. Overall just dun like this uncertain feeling ba. It's like my future so dark unlike the others who didn't go to leadership schools and they noe where they will stay at for the nxt 2 yrs and stuff le.

Keith is one such lucky guy i must say. He got into some nice slack vocation and he's now complaining that he's slacking too much. %$!@&# see wad i meant by sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu. My training is like so shiong lah and i would gladly trade it anytime for his slack life ba. lol. Honestly, my goal in NS is to slack for 2 years and then leave the place asap. haha.

Anyway, shall go pack my bag le ba but before that, just a little bit of food for thought, if dreams are a result of what you been tinking of during the day, then does that mean that if u dreamt that someone is leaving u, then u muz have been wanting that person to leave u?

ps. I noe this post abit crappy but bare with me ba. Nth much to update but juz wanted to type abit so end up got this crappy post. I promise i shall post a better one soon!

2009-07-05T17:12:00.002+08:00

I wish i could control the flow of time.

That i could fast forward time or rewind it back to those times.

Pause it when i need to and let it resume when i want to.

If only there was a remote control for time.

If only if...

2009-06-28T19:52:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

It's the last day of the school holidays le. So fast and one month's gone le. I've been training and playing hard during this one month ba. Didn't study at all! haha. Mid years in VJ is like tml and i haven even study a single bit loh. How how! I guess i will try to aim to pass ba. Which is like wad i always do for most exams in VJ except the prelims and A levels.

But oh wait! i have no EXAMS anymore le. I'm no longer studying in school le. haha. So i can afford to PLAY whenever i have the time. Hehe. That's the only thing that roxs abt being in NS. The rest of it suxs i swear. Nothing much abt NS life roxs except the time i get to sleep and sleep and sleep. Sleep's the only salvation in camp ba.

And actually it's not like i dun nid to study in camp ba. I still got my tests to pass. haha. Dun be shocked but ya, NS oso need to study de, At least for my course that is the case. We need to pass damn lot of test(includes both practical test and theory tests) lah, from weapon handling test to laying of claymore mines and to training safety regulation tests (which i am having tml).

Though nowdadays i dun nid to aim for As, juz aim for Pass for everyting can le. I dun wan to do too well oso. Dun wanna increase my chance of being posted to somewhere shiong and crazy. haha.

Okay lah, gonna have to prepare for book in soon le. Shall update more nxt time ba. But juz in case u are curious how i'm doing in Sispec, let's juz say the place suxs and my company suxs even more! Foxtrot totally stinks. Inefficient and boring and sian and _______(whatever negative words u can tink of juz add here)

Cya all then. All the best to those having exams ba. Nitez!

2009-06-21T01:23:00.003+08:00

Okay, due to popular demand, or rather shld i say due to dione's complain, i shall update abit on what i did during my block leave during the past 2 weeks and talk about non-army stuff ba.

Hm.. let's see, did anything cool happen the last 2 weeks? Actually quite a lot of cool tings happened ba. When out quite alot esp on the first week of my blog leave. haha. I Passed Out from Tekong on Tuesday so that was the only day i didn't go out for the first week since i was like super tired thanks to the 24km(killer) road march.

Wednesday: Army party at night and then late night(around 11 plus) went to Andre's hse party.
Wednesday was really one night to remember ba, or shld i say forget since i dun reali rmb much of that night esp andre's hse party since i was like quite drunk. Finally after 3 months of not drinking alcohol, i succumb to temptation and decided to allow myself to drink alcohol just for that night. haha. It was a nice feeling ba, the feeling of being able to drink again and i sure didn't waste that night. Drank like super lots of alcohol till i got like quite drunk, though i think i got drunk mostly becoz i drank half a glass of Vodka mix with Rum and then later on drank more beer at Andre's hse. To sum it up, i juz drank alot of alcohol ba and then i wasted all the alcohol by vommiting it back to my toilet bowl.lol. But i had lots of fun that night esp with my army friends and my sergeants. Thanks guys for everything during Tekong, regardless of good or bad =D

Thursday: Went out with Yvonne to PC show to look around along with Keith who went to collect brochures to pass to See Yuen.

So thursday started off as a boring day where i had nth to do and so went online as usual when i had nth to do. Started talking to yvonne who was also bored too coz bernard went overseas to UK and she had nth to do at home and no one to go out with. Both of us ended up deciding to go to PC show together to look look and also to have lunch. Actually Yvonne was suppose to go out with Sally de, her primary school good friend, but then Sally had something on earlier so we decided to have lunch first before she met Sally. We had lunch at Suntec and I bet most of you didn't noe that there's a Aston's at Suntec. I was like so sure that there was no Aston's at Suntec when yve told me she wanted to eat there. Good ting i didn't bet with her or anything coz she proved me wrong and then later on make me tell keith that it was her who told me there was Aston's at Suntec when keith went to meet us later for his lunch. haha Anyway, it was fun meeting yve ba. haven seen her for like 2 yrs and she's grown quite alot sia. U might tink it's not possible to grow during jc years but i tink she prove me wrong sia coz she grew alot taller(though still shorter than me) and looks alot more matured as compared to her in sec 4. Anyway, the PC Show was like super crowded lah and we were like sandwhiched left and right and Keith walks too fast le and we keep on getting seperated which i tink is a common feature of going to IT shows. haha. The day ended when Yve met up with Sally who went to the PC show to with some other guy and me and keith went home. haha

Friday: Played soccer with my army friends at cage and went out with them, had lunch at Kallang leisure park later then went back to xinmin secondary school to see Sok Loon and had dinner with her and daxter(newly-made friend).

Friday morning went to cage to play soccer. Cage is like some play at Kallang that has indoor street soccer courts so my platoon rented one of these courts to play and i muz say, the stupid place is super uloo! I got lost and ended up having to take a cab to the place. Cab fare was like onli 4 bucks plus so u can tell how close i was to the place when i took the cab. Soccer was fun but tiring, haven touched a soccer ball for ages so wasn't veri use to playing soccer and kicking a ball around, not to mention there was this fear of being whacked by the ball, i dunno why, but ya, i juz had this weird fear which i didn't had in the past. I tink too long nvr play le ba. Then after that went to have lunch with army friends and went to the arcade to chill out awhile. haha. Haven went to the arcade for like super long so playing those games again made me feel super noob. The onli ting i better at after the army is the basketball game. After going thru the army, my arm strength became so much more stronger that i could continously throw the ball thru-out the whole game so now my score higher le. After that Xiong Wei drove us home and on the way we went to You Kai's home to slack awhile and take alot at a future doctor's hse. haha. Though i ended up sleeping at his sofa coz i was like quite tired. Didn't reali slp alot the previous night coz i was home late plus online till quite late then nxt day had to wake up super early(but not as early as camp) to play soccer. Then after that we went to Xiong Wei's hse and i muz say Xiong Wei's driving skills is reali veri good sia. He can drive veri naturally and looks like he has droven for like 10 years le lah. He dun drive like a new driver at all loh unless Syazana who still has problems parking(shall talk abt her in another post)even after she got her license. lol. After that i went back to Xinmin since it was nearby and went back to see see for the June Camp there were having and shun pian mix Sok Sok for dinner. haha It was nice meeting Daxter( i wonder if i spell his name correctly) too who's reali a funny guy and the best ting abt him is that he speaks football. Haha. He's a newcastle fan so we had quite alot of fun talking abt soccer and stuff. It was nice meeting sok too and chit chatting and having carrot cake at the xinmin ouside de coffee shop was juz shiok lah. haha. After that i finally went home and slacked at home till nxt day where we went for David Khoo's A13 gathering!

Saturday: David Khoo's 4 generation A13 Gathering
more details nxt time ba if there's a nxt time. haha. Getting tired le so i shall sign off here and go sleep le.

As u can see, the first week of my blog leave is seriously packed! like Jammed PACKED! everyday had something on, it was crazy lah. Hardly had time for my com but ya, i enjoyed the first week man! Going out and meeting friends again was like the coolest ting ever. Leading a civilian life for those days is juz shiok! If onli life could stay that way forever and i dun nid to book in on monday 8am for more of army. lol.

Anyway, nitez all! shall sleep le. Hopefully my nxt update will come soon. haha

If only if i didn't need to go tot he army, then perhaps, maybe things would be different....

2009-06-19T10:59:00.002+08:00

1. You are posted to SISPEC.
2. Your vocation is INF LDR.
3. Your are to report to: Pasir Laba Camp, BLK 276, RM #02-15.

So ya, there u go, my future posting. For those who dun get it, it basically means i will be training to be sergeant,or as the SAF calls it, Specialist, which is not bad i guess though i just hope i dun get posted out to guards or infantry. Best is be support specs, get sent to those transportation de or something good like signals though i doubt that is possible. Artillery oso quite cool ba just dun wan infantry or Guards,i tink both can die sia. infantry is back to tekong, where life is slack but then the tot of tekong island again juz makes me sian. Guards is well, as my khoo puts it, underpaid commandos and overtrained soldiers, super xiong and not worth it. lol.

Ah nid to report back to camp on monday morning le. So sian! I still wanna play and slack more sia. After tis one week, kinda got use to civilian life again le now wan me go back in army again abit sian or shld i say super sian!! lol. hopefully everyting will be fine and i'll get a good coy like taurus again ba =D

2009-06-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

It's been reali quite some time since i last blogged. Actually for the past few weeks i been wanting to blog down alot alot alot alot of thing but (let me quote from the bible!)"The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak"(I saw this line while reading the bible when i was pei-ing mark to go church on sunday as i had nth to do that morning)

So ya, i've been too lazy to blog le ba. And even now when i'm blogging, can't reali tink of anyting to blog abt leh. Oh ya, let me give u abit of update on my life ba. I tink most of u haven heard much from me esp if u dun talk much to me on msn de.

So i finally finished my BMT(Basic military training) stage of my army life le. Will be moving on to my nxt stage of army life, where i will either get command sch or unit life ba. Honestly i hope it's the former ba. The latter will be quite boring plus will always be under ppl though i tink the latter offers more opportunities to slack. But command sch will be fun too ba. At least i hope can pick up some useful skills that i can apply later in my life and not juz blindly learn to follow orders and execute them.

Oh ya, the last week of my BMT(even though technically it's juz 2 days but let's tink of it as a week =D) was like the most FUN WEEK i ever had in the army. My platoon did some of the craziest tings. haha. Let's see on sunday night, the night i booked in and also the last night we will ever spend in our BMT bunks, Earnest decided to do something cool. haha. Section(Bunk) 1 all put their mattress on the floor and they all slept on the floor together instead of on their beds which i tot reminded me of Bintan with G10. Our bunk did that too but then i didn't join in coz i'm not reali veri close wif my bunk ppl ba.

Anyway the fun part comes next, our lights-out was suppose to be 2215 but then we all dun wan sleep and at 2300 we were all still chit chatting and stuff and throughout this time Earnest keep on going to the corridor to shout "HEADS OUT! HEADS OUT!", which means everyone in the bunks had to come out to the corridor and literally stick their head out to receive any instructions our Sergeant had for us. I tink the first few time he shouted got ppl reali stick their heads out, falling for his prank, but then after that ppl all got bored of it le. haha. I noe Section 4 de ppl were all quite pissed with him but then who cares man, it's the last night, shld make it more special ma.

And there's even more fun when at around 2255 got ambulance came to Viper company(their block is just opposite our block) there and we all went out to the corridor to look at it. That was like inviting trouble but ya, that was wad earnest wanted or rather what i secretly wanted too. haha. We wanted to invite trouble! Coz our whole BMT life quite slack, rarely tio tekan so i dun mind tio tekan during the last night. And true enuff, trouble came 5 minutes later when our Sergeant came back from the smoking corner(a corner literally for ppl to smoke) and saw us heads out. Platoon Sergeant Ivan(PSI for short =p) called us to go back bunk but then some of us still reluctant to go back and bargain with him abit. haha. End up he turn out the whole platoon and ask us all fall in down there in 5 minutes time. That's when the tekaning session started and he began scolding us and so on for like the nxt half and hour ba. I tink i did like close to 100 push ups, ran 2 rounds round the track plus alot of leg raises and crunches. It was ironically quite fun though. Somehow i was feeling abit sadist that night so ya, when our sergeant finally sent us back to our bunks to sleep i didn't find myself complaining but instead was like telling my buddy, shiok sia! lol.

Now if u tink that's crazy enuff, the nxt part is gonna be more crazy coz that's where the fun really starts. It seems that the plan Earnest had initially was to get our Sergeants to come up to our bunks and scold us by sticking our heads out and then we blanket party them before giving them our gifts for them (ya our platoon bought gifts (we pooled in money to buy some nice shirt) for them which i tot was quite sweet of us. =D

And hearing that, our sergeants felt quite bad for tekkaning us so hard. See how nice our Sergeants are, they actually feel bad for tekkaning us. lol. So ya, they then gave us like 15 mins to ninja (means walk around stealthly) around and bathe if we want coz all of us were sweating when we came back to bunks. Then later on half and hour later, they came up to see how we were doing and the nxt ting i noe i heard noise from section 1 so i went over to take a look then i saw sergeant Max outside while the other 3 sergeants for my platoon were all locked inside section 1 and the whole section went to tao-pok them! Which i tot was like super cool lah. Then after that Sergeant Max attempted to lock the whole section in the bunk by using a bamboo pole(we use it to hang clothes) to bar the door coz he scared they will catch him and do the same for him, which they eventually did. haha. He ran all the way to level 3 and 4 and we,including our sergeants who were finally released from section 1 when Derrick climbed out thru the window and took the bamboo pole away, chased all the way and finally caught up with him and carried him dwn and then we tao-poked him! haha. Super cool loh. Then i woke my section up(section 2) and then ask them go join in the fun oso. haha. It was super fun lah the night. Then we attempted to do the same to our platoon commander too, our lieutenant Michael by trying to trick him into the lift but then we failed to do so. Then our sergeants helped us when they brought him up into our section telling him that we got some gift for him. Then we charged and pushed him on the floor then tao-poked him oso plus we till went to take the MaMa-lemon soap from the toilet and applied on his head and then we did it to our sergeants again and so on. haha

That night was like super fun lah. Best night i ever had in army man. And woah, it's one long post sia. I wonder if u will have the patience to read finish all of it. I wonder how i manage to write it all in the first place in one breath lah. haha.

Okay lah, i dun bore all of you with more army stuff le. Shall go take a break from blogging and hopefully i will update soon, maybe later on when i get my posting. haha. Nitez everyone and all the best for those getting their posting later =D

Tonight - Fm static

2009-06-07T09:59:00.003+08:00

Tonight by Fm static

New York city, a city that never sleeps, the most populous city in the United States. Yet in this crowded city there lives a lonely man all by himself. He was a happy man once, attached to a beautiful young lady but happiness never lasted long and on the fateful day of September 11 2001, muslim terrorists crashed the planes they hijacked into the twin towers, the place she was working in. This song was thus written for her, for that pitiful girl that died on that fateful day and the heart that died along with it....

2009-05-31T14:28:00.001+08:00

The course you accept

NTU - Communication Studies

has been registered by the
Joint Acceptance system.
on 31 May 2009, 02:28:19 PM

Thank you.

2009-05-31T13:07:00.000+08:00

Punk Rock
n.

A form of hard-driving rock 'n' roll originating in the 1970s, characterized by harsh lyrics attacking conventional society and popular culture, and often expressing alienation and anger.

Army Daze

2009-05-17T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, I'm back to blogging again le ba. After taking a 1 month plus long hiatus i finally decided to update tis blog of mine. Been kinda busy for the past 1 month. Busy serving the army and when i was out i was busy going out. haha. But now that things have finally settled dwn and i have some spare time on my hand, let me update awhile on how i've been doing ba.

Lots of ppl have been asking me, how's army life? and my ans to them is always "BORING!" So if u are planning to ask me that qns, u already have ur ans le. haha. Army life is seriously boring and sian ba. It's gotta be one of the most monotonus lifestyles i ever led in my 19 yrs of life where we follow a timetable and do the same 5 BX every morning, drawing arms, then having lunch and then train and train, and then dinner then maybe mre training then finally slp. haha. Boring life as u can see. I tink most ppl were actually expecting me to say it's tough or something but then i'm quite fortunate in the sense that i manage to get into quite a nice company and platoon so it's not reali that tough for me. Onli the first wk was quite tough where i had to get my fitness back but then after that when u meet the degree of fitness they wan it's not that bad.haha. My sergeants are all nice guys and my Platoon Commander is a nice ACjc guy too whom i haven heard him say a single f word to date.

My section(bunk) mates are all quite good too ba. Can get along with them relatively well and life just goes on like that ba. BMT is kinda like school except wif all the stay-ins and more vulgarities plus sick jokes ba. The onli ting that i can't stand is the regimentation but then i seem to have adapted to it oso le. So i guess that's how life gonna be for the nxt 1 yr plus more till i ORD ba. haha.

Oh ya field camp was fun ba. I mean it was tiring but then it was quite nice ba. Can sleep with nature. I mean lots of ppl are complaining abt all the dirt and not bathing and stuff but i dun reali mind it. Onli ting i can't stand was the sun actually but we are quite lucky in the sense that it was rained every night so it wasn't veri hot in the day thxs to the rain and at night it's like sleeping wif the aircon on at 23 degrees though it wasn't that fun when i was slping in my shell scrape(some 1m hole i dug that i had to slp in) and when i was slping wif juz a groundsheet below me and it rained like quite heavily. lol.

Oh well so that's army life for now ba. Gotta go pack my bag to book in later on le so i'm signing off here le. Take cares everyone!

Ciao!

ps. can't wait for POP in 4 wks time. =D

2009-05-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

It always seems that time passes the fastest when you don't want it to. Someone's stealing your minutes and seconds when you're not looking, and it's already past 10 when a heartbeat ago it was still 9, and a few heartbeats before that you were on a bus at 7.45. Before I know it it'll be tomorrow morning and back to army life, just like how I've subconsciously slipped into the personal pronoun. Maybe if I believe hard enough that something disastrous will occur come Friday, the week will fly past? Or maybe not. I forgot, I gotta think of something I don't want to happen.

ps. I hope Mark doesn't see this. lol. apologies to mark first. I was lazy and u seem to sum up how i feel so.... =x

2009-04-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

Everyone let's all recite this out loud!:

Happy 19th birthday to the owner of this blog. May all his wishes come true and may God/Buddha/Fate(del accordingly based on ur religion, if u are a freethinker choose Fate) bless this child forever. All the best for his future endeavors and may there be world peace in the coming 2 year so that he will not have the chance to get medal of honors by killing people. Happy birthday once again and may Manchester United win the quintuple this year and Liverpool win nothing once AGAIN this year and the next year and for many years to come! =D Glory United and Happy birthday!

Okay, i realise that i'm real bad against liverpool fans out there but recently i've been abit hating liverpool or as dennis calls it, liverfools esp since the 4-1 defeat United suffered at the hands of pool. Haix. The gerrard and Torres combi is quite the gay. Though i tink the scoreline dun reflect the match that day (it was hardly a thrashing) but still, i muz admit that pool were good tat day but still i dun like them! haha. Coz they score so mani against my beloved United team. Somemore after that trash Aston Villa somemore. I'm juz glad that Chelsea thrashed them back 3-1 on my Birthday! While watching the match, i find myself supporting Chelsea more and more instead of the usual liverpool that i usually support during chelsea-liverpool clash.

Anyway for all the non-soccer fans u all can skip that last paragraph. haha. Juz read the first part out loud can already. haha.

Thank you once again to everyone that has wished me a happy birthday. haha I was quite surprised that so many of u rmbed. Thanks everyone =D

Ciao!

2009-03-28T11:09:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

Recently lots of things have been running thru my head now so i decided i shall blog some of them dwn. This way i can sort out my tots and oso share some of my troubles with my beloved blog ba.

I guess friendship still roxs at the end of the day ba. I think many a times if friendship was the only "ship" in the world, life would be so much better ba. Everyone will be friends and everyone will be equally nice to everyone. People won't get the wrong signals and misunderstandings might not occur ba. Though misunderstandings might be quite good at times. haha. recently one of my friends met some gal thru a misunderstanding and it seems like they are getting along quite well and who noes, they might even get attached. Haha. If that's the case muz rmb to treat me hor coz if it's not my mess then maybe u won't meet her le right? haha

Anyway, the all friendship thingy seems like an ideal utopia for everyone but will it end up being too scary with everyone being friendly? I hope not ba. Imagine everyone smiling everywhere, i mean it will be a good ting but won't it get abit too scary at times. Like everyone become too friendly and forgiving, i tink it will be too scary le ba.

Oh ya, i applied for Uni le. It's all so freaking lame and boring. NUS is the best sia. Just appply and all the personal particulars there le. NTU and SMU nid fill in de and somemore nid scan the A lvl certs and stuff for NTU whereas SMU nid mail to them. Ma fan sia. HAix. Somemore got the application fees which totals up to 35 bucks for all 3 unis. AH!! I tink i'm becoming poorer. =(

Anw, that's all for now. I shall go back and finish up my SMU application le.
Ciao!

2009-03-28T02:11:00.001+08:00

Gosh! I can't believe how retarded i was. Despite planning it over and over in my head, i can still screw up and totally anyhow!! AH!!! But good ting everyting turned out fine at the end, or at least i hope so ba. =x

Ciao!

2009-03-26T23:15:00.003+08:00

One of my favourite One piece Specials of all time. Jango Dance carnival! Super funny when they start dancing haha. I love One Piece like totally! Made me laugh and cry(yes i'm not afraid to admit it.) so many times. The song is nice too. It's called Ready by Folder 5. been listening to Jap songs recently and i found out that "most of them are actually quite nice"( quote from a friend of mine who love Jap songs haha)

ps. If u juz wan hear the song it's close to 2 mins 30 sec there.
Ciao!

2009-03-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

I'm proud to say that i'm have a normal healthy bio clock now. =D

I sleep at night and wake up in the morning. Night as in like 12 midnight or around there and morning like 9am or 10am like that. It's all thanks to a few "morning calls" i've been getting and the few sms that comes along. *hints at someone.

Anyway, it's a good ting, preparation for NS where i get at least 7 hours of sleep and at least 3 meals a day. Talking abt NS, i haven train much for it. I tink i'm gonna die inside there. My abs and my calf muscles are like cmi now. Not to mention my biceps might not make it after like after 4 pull-ups. Haix Die le. need to go train! Train train train! *choo choo (okay lame)

That's all for now le ba. Cya all and i shall try to blog whenever i can before the much hated 11 april date.

Ciao!

2009-03-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

Hm.. I dun feel like blogging much abt recent stuff. I mean i do wan to blog but u noe, i'm a lazy guy so yah, too bad for u all le ba. haha. Recounting all the recent stuff is too tiring for me le. Alot happened though, hence quite tiring. haha

Everything that happens so far all seems like a dream though. It's like at times i oso dunno wad i'm doing. It's all going too fast ba.Just like the movie, too fast too furious. There's another one coming out soon i tink. Pity i can't watch it thxs to my military commitments.

Anyway, i realise that my blog is having more and more readers. Alot of annoynomous ones too ba. At times when i go out and ppl tell me abt stuff i have on my blog i'll be like shocked coz i nvr knew they read my blog. haha. So i'm considering getting a new blog ba. Though i can't bear to part with this blog of mine who have aged with me since sec 3. I tink this blog has seen alot of me over the years le. It's certainly matured with me at the very least. So much have changed since my first blog skin. Oh my, i'm feeling nostalgic again.

okay ba, i shall blog till here today ba. Cya all and all the best =D

At times i wonder if people ever mix pity with...

2009-03-21T23:08:00.004+08:00

And then, when the holidays end, and as we get thrust back into reality, will things still stay the same?

2009-03-12T07:17:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

Life's been pretty slack these days, and this is like the 4th sleepless night i'm having. I think i'm becoming abnormal or something =x Been sleeping too much in the day le. At times i kinda miss sch coz it at least means i'll have a normal bio clock ba, though i still slp alot in sch but at least i wake up in the morning ma. I think that's veri normal ba. Waking up in the aftn reali makes me feel like i wasted the whole day away =(

I must stop this unhealthy habit. All started coz of the A lvls. B4 that i kinda have a normal bio clock where i sleep at night and wake up in the morning at around, 10 plus 11. So i shall try to screw it back asap. However, my recent attempts at screwing my bio clock where all kinda hindered by events at night like Champions Leauge soccer and Poker games with Andre and gang. Haven been clubbing though, which is the only good thing that i've been doing after the A lvls. I haven reali been drinking too but andre that idiot poured dry gin into my Coke Lime and hence i can't reali say i haven tasted alcohol since the last time i clubbed.

Talking about poker games, i must say that i learn quite a few things during those Poker games i had. During last wed's game, i learnt a whole lot more abt poker than i previously knew and today i was able to put them all into practice ba. I won quite abit at the start but at the end still lost everyting away. =(

I gained some new insights on life today though after the poker game. While walking back home, i had alot of time to tink abt stuff and reflecting back, i feel that at times life is like a game of poker. There are just so many uncertainties in life as in poker and the most similar ting about life and poker is that both of them are dominated by money,unfortunately.

In poker, whoever have the most capital have a good advg b4 the cards are dealt, just like in life. Some ppl are born with a silver spoon whereas others simply have to content with their paper or plastic spoon. And at times, fate will deal us a pair of good cards, it's up to us to take the opportunity and push for the advg. If we fold(pass) those cards, then the only word that describe our emotions later is "regret".

At times, friends do come in handy during a game of poker, just like in life. Some friends will help u win the game and earn back ur losses, and some might even go to the extent of cheating to help you. Those friends normally offer sound advice and reali wan u to do well. I met a few such ppl in life and in poker ba. I reali learnt some great lessons from these people and though some of them are expensive lessons, but i still tink it's quite worth it coz it's onli when u pay that u rmb stuff. haha

However,other friends(or so i tot) might cheat against u due to a conflict of interest. Those are like the backstabbing idiots that we meet in our everyday life ba. Whether it's giving subtle hints to ur opponents or changing the order of cards in the deck, they are out to harm you, which i tink is the unfortunate ting about life and abt poker, that at the end of the day, when ppl have conflicting interests, we might start hurting each other and integrity is compromised at times =x

And lastly money. Money is obviously the main force behind poker. Someone with unlimited money can afford to anyhow play his cards whereas someone who is poorer will have to bid his time for a comeback. And money is most impt when u need to see the cards of an opponent or to see the nxt card that will be dealt. To sum it up, it allows u to see the true nature of the game and the funny thing is that money does at times help u see the true nature of friends in life.

I've been quite a generous guy when it comes to giving loans ba. I'm willing to lend money to ppl when they reali need it. Being a spendthrift in sec 2, i noe wad it feels like to have no money so i'm willing to help my friends who are much "poorer" than me at times ba. Unfortunately, my simple act of kindness at times help me see the true nature of people. There's a senior i noe that i lent 30 bucks to help him pay for his internet and phone bills. That was 2 yrs ago already btw. I rmb i went to find him to specially pass him the money and after, lending him the money, he promised he would reply me asap and 2 yrs have passed since that faithful day and i nvr heard from him ever since. Nowadays he doesn't even go online on my msn. And there's oso another friend that i lend 100 bucks to. He's quite a good friend of mine though but it's still the same case as my senior ba. after i lent him the money, he nvr reali did talk to me b4 and even if he does, he seems to forget that he owe me money =x I think at times i dun ask the money back from u, it's out of courtesy and respect for u coz i believe u will have the integrity to repay me the money asap but some ppl just take it too far le.

Some of u might call me a sucker or a retard for not chasing the money but i tink at times 100 bucks or 30 bucks to find out a person's character is quite worth it ba. At least i now noe wad kind of a character my friend has ba. And even if u reali have no money to repay me, i tink at times a simple apology and asking me to give u more time would be only courtesy ba. After all, we are still friends, right?

Anyway,that's all for now le ba. It's enuff for one post le. Any longer and see yuen might start complaining my blog too mani words le. haha. Cyas and Ciao!

2009-03-08T05:26:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

My A lvls result's finally out liao. After the 4 month long wait, it's finally out! On 6 March, i felt as if my college life has reali finally came to an end. Before that date i dun dare say my college life end le coz i scared i would have to re-take due to bad results or something but thank god i did relatively well. Even though i'm got like one of the lowest in my class and i tink i'm oso the lowest among all my crazy mugger(i suspect) cousins, i'm still quite happy with it. I think for someone who didn't study much during his 2 yrs jc life and cramped everyting during the last 3 months b4 A lvls i did not bad le ba. Now hopefully i can get into business or else i dun mind FASS take history too. =)

Anyway, I was feeling like reali nervous the night before. I rmb i couldn't sleep till like 5 am and that was after watching videos of Manchester United like kings of clubs and the eric cantona (King Eric =D) special that i finally managed to sleep and not think about things. Too many things on my mind that night i think. And next day i rmb we were meeting at Thaipan for lunch and i reali had no appetite that day. I think too nervous le. I hardly ate anything ba. Onli keep on finish my own bowl of rice while taking veri little butter squid or hot plate tofu. It was reali quite scary for me esp if u consider the ppl i was eating with were all like gonna get lots of As and stuff de ppl. Somemore Calvin was sitting behind me and he was like saying he going cambridge and stuff. I tink all the A lvl talk juz freaked me out ba.

Then later on i calmed dwn abit while i was in sch. When to find my PA jrs and they were all doing fine and even invited me to go back teach stage stuff during PA camp. That's veri nice of them and SLACK( jking =p) of them oso. Spending time with them reali calmed me down and later on finally went down to the hall to meet with my class. I tink after that i felt not so bad le ba. Not as nervous as before and when daniel got his results i was like so happy for him coz he got straight As =D Gratz Daniel! And it kept my mind off my results too coz i was tinking if daniel can get straight As, i shld do just fine ba. Paiseh Daniel but ya, i reali had that tot for a moment before i kicked it out of my head after realising that Daniel was actually one of the more hardworking ppl in Gang of 10 (G10). Anyway i managed to keep my tots concentrated on ppl who got their results and time passed so fast that soon it was my turn. I saw my results and i was relieved. That was reali my first reaction. I was of coz abit sad coz i didn't do veri well as compared to the rest of the class but i'm still veri much relieved coz my results can get me to uni and that's reali all that matters.

March 6th was a mixed day ba. Pity we didn't take much photos so the onli memories i had were those i manged to store in my low memory space brain but it was a sweet day overall. =D Had lots of fun with G10 and it was reali nostalgic. I think i will miss G10 in the future. I tot 401 was great and i probably can't find back such a great class again in JC but G10 proved me wrong. I'm so happy i met ppl in G10 and i thank all of you for the great memories u all left me. JC life would have been so different without you guys. Imagine all the tings i would have missed out (Ponning sch, climbing sch gates, not doing homework, gossiping abt ppl, joking and making a fool out of ourselves, hanging out at LT4, pubbing, and then later clubbing and....too many to list le =D)

I dare say that my youth would have been so much more different without G10. I think it would be alot less fun and alot more boring.I wouldn't have been the person i am now and wouldn't have enjoyed my jc life so much. I'm so gonna miss everyone of u. Bintan was the best holiday i ever had and the second night was the best night of my life to date. I think it's a G10 only unique experience that i can't create with other friends. I can't think of people crazy enuff to do wad we did. Camwhoring at Sentosa female toilet roxs too. AH!! So many memories. I wished i could blog them all dwn but i'm a lazy bugger so i shall keep them in my brain. Thxs G10 once again.JC would have been so different without you all. Love you guys!

Omg i think this post getting more and more emotional le. I shall stop here ba.

Oh ya, before i go, i shall post my results here ba. I think my results show me that i'm a veri B person. Lots of B in my life i realise. But i'm veri glad with my history grade. It's the best thing ever and it nvr let my hardwork in history go to waste. So happy i didn't let sayers down. =D

Results of A level 2008

History H2: A
Maths H2: B
Economics H2: B
English Literature H2: B
General Paper H2: B

Physical Enlistment Status(NS stuff): ALSO B!

So as u can see, there are lots of "Bees" in my life. Maybe i should go try being a "Bee" farmer in the future =p.

Ciao!

2009-03-06T01:33:00.002+08:00

Hello all!
It's the night before the storm le, or shld i say the night of the storm since it's raining outside now?

Tomorrow's the day everyone. Haix. 2 yrs shall be concluded in one day in an hour. It's actually not reali tml but more of later esp since u consider the fact that it's past 12 midnight now and it's 6 of March already !! Time flies sia. Soon keith will be entering army and my turn will come pretty sooon too. And uni application is juz scary lah. Dun dare go tink of anything A lvl related. =x

I'm hoping when i wake up i can see the sun. =D Then the storm will be over le and i'll take my A lvl results but before that shall go meet jeo they all at thaipan. Veri long nvr eat thaipan food le and i miss it alot!!! We use to eat it so often last time when we were still in school. Bring back fond memories =x

Anyway, that's all for now ba. Hopefully the sun will be out soon =D Nitez all and all the best for A lvls result release everyone!

Ciao!

2009-03-02T19:40:00.001+08:00

每个人都有两半，一半明媚，一半忧伤。向左还是向右，明媚还是忧伤？我们总在做这道选择题，但我们却总是不能确定答案。

还好，有一件事情是确定的。带上耳麦，打开你爱听的音乐，当忧伤在音乐里完全融化，明媚的你就会重新回来。

I found this somewhere along the net and found it so beautiful that i decided to blog it down. At times i wish I could blog in Chinese. Though my chinese is not bad, but it's reali just not bad. Not good enough to blog. =x

希望你也能够找到能让你明媚起来的歌曲，在孤单的黑夜里配你度过寒冷的晚上。

ps. Singaporean style blogging, english mix with chinese =x

2009-03-02T02:08:00.002+08:00

Glory Glory Man United!

Man United just won the Carling Cup 2009 and it was a rocker! The match was thrilling and Man United despite lacking the services of Rooney, Berbatov, Carrick,Van Der Sar and Fletcher, we still won the Cup through penalties. I learnt alot today too from the penalties due to the commentators pointing out and explaining United's penalty player choice - Giggs first, then Tevez then Ronaldo. Always play an experienced player first like Giggs to give you the first goal before getting younger players to play to relive pressure.

Anyway Glory Glory United! It's one more cup in our bag. Let's go for FA cup, BPL champions and Champions league too to make it a quintreple! Go United! We can do it!

Glory Glory Man United!

2009-02-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

This is my 280th post. haha. Didn't realise i posted so much on my blog le. Thinking back, it's been close to 4 yrs since i started this blog i think. Looking back at my old blog posts, u can reali trace the evolution of my tots and style of writing ba. I reliase last time some of my blog posts reali veri cmi sia. The language is reali quite crap and sentence structure oso abit cmi (not that my language veri good now but i think overall it's better =x )

But the thing that stuck me out most was how i stopped blogging abt my life and started blogging more abt my tots. haha. I think if anyone is trying to find out wad i'm doing thru my blog now they probably won't find out anything much ba. haha. Haven reali blogged abt my life in the past few months. BUT...before u go off thinking that i nvr blog abt my life coz it's not interesting, then u are veri wrong le. haha. MY LIFE IS INTERESTING! At times i can't wait till the next day arrives coz i wonder wad each day will have install for me nowadays. My days are like not planned so ya, most of the time i go out is ppl last min ask me or even for my job it's like quite last min de. haha. So everyday is reali kinda like a surprise ba.

So ya, as u can see, recent posts are either shout outs or else it's just abt my tots. I kinda use my blog to record dwn my tots ba, that's y u see some post abit luan luan lai coz my tots at times are jumbled up and i have trouble sorting them out so i resort to this nice little blog. haha

Eh i shall blog until here for today ba. Cya alls then. Nitez!

2009-02-24T01:38:00.002+08:00

Music touches my soul like totally. Some songs are just so touching that they make my eyes wet at times. Songs are really powerful things i think. The lyrics of songs seem to be able to evoke great emotions from me. Some people say a picture speaks a thousand words but i would say a song brings back a thousand memories.

Songs really do bring back lots of memories for me i guess. Whether it's love, friendship, hatred, or disappointment, there's a song for every emotion. The first song that actually struck me hard and made me close to tears was Only Love by Trademark. The lyrics from that song was totally touching esp since they reminded me of the very first touching love story i read. It's called "I believe you" and believe it or not, it actually made me cry. I read it when i was in secondary 3, when i was still relatively "young and innocent" esp when it comes to affairs of the heart, and the impact it had on me was quite great. It made me realise alot of things about love, things that i never seen or heard before. But I chose to believe in it.

Before i go on, let me first give a short summary on the book. It's actually written by a Singaporean writer called Low Kay Hwa I think. He was a poly student when i read his books 3 yrs ago so now he should be serving NS le ba or maybe he in uni le. Anyway, it's set in a singaporean background, something that we all can connect with. It's about this girl called Joanna Fung who believes she has this curse that makes bad things she say comes true. The whole story is about how this guy, Jacky, manages to install confidence back in her, how he manages to make Joanna start loving again and the story comes with a twist at the end that reveals to us that Jacky himself is actually sick too and he has cancer or something along those lines. What touched me however was not the cancer part, but more of the sacrificial love that Jacky has for Joanna. Even though the whole book is a work of fiction, i still choose to believe in such a love though, that true love is more about giving than having. That some moments last forever.

Now, Only Love was the theme song that the writer chose to represent the story esp in the last chapters before Jacky's operation. The lines "But i believe for you and me, the sun will shine one day. So i just play my part, and pray that you would have a change of heart" touched my heart i think. I just find it so sacrificial and so wei da. And i think it was then that i decided that that's how my love should be in the future. That her happiness is what matters and giving is far better than receiving.

Few days after i finish reading the story, i watched the first love movie that made me cry.I was in my auntie's room lazing around and she was watching the movie and being bored i tuned in to the movie too and i was hooked like after 5 mins of watching it. At times I really wonder if God has it all planned out for me or something for it was by pure conincidence that i watched the movie. Furthermore the movie was a Bollywood Movie, i.e. a hindi movie. It was however set in modern America and before anyone wans to gun that movie dwn for being hindi, it's Freaking GOOD i tell you. It's called Kal Ho Na Hoo in Hindi i think and it's popular among the hindis. Dun believe u go ask any Bollywood fan and they would be able to identify the movie easily along with the shuai lead actor, Shah Rukh Khan, who is totally charmismatic and his charm is definitely not lesser than Tony Leong or even Brad Pitt. Now the thing about the movie is that it's too about sacrificial love. It's how the lead actor once again managed to help and instill confidence to the female lead and how the lead actor gave up being together with her becoz he noes he's going to die soon due to a terminal heart disease and even goes as far as helping another guy, who likes the female lead, court her. How he eventually collapsed on their wedding ceremony due to over-exercise due to dancing too much on the dance floor and how he eventually died loving her. I think that had like a huge impact on me plus coupled with the story that's how i became qutie idealistic when it comes to love.

I may sound guilible or naive but ya, those stories made me believe in true love and that forever might just exist. haha. That was me then though, innocent, naive, a boy was just starting to embark on this long journey called love. So imagine how my ideals crashed with society later on. lol. Some call me disillusionised, others called me a fool for love but even now, i still choose to believe in true love ba. Despite the advice of my experienced seniors telling me different stuff, i shall cont to believe in true love, esp since i'm young and idealistic now. Being 19 is like the start of my life as a youth and later on as a young adult. So many more things for me to learn and so much more for me to see but till then i shall believe in true love and hope it happens ba. It would be quite the experience i think. <3

So as u all can see, Only love reminded me of sooo many things. haha. It's almost like a photograph, making me recall all the moments i shared and dreams i had in the past and have now. Of coz, there are other songs that remind me of other stuff too, but let's leave that to another time ba. My post is getting long le and See Yuen might just complain i have too many words again, not that she reads my blog regularly though. lol

Ciao and Nitez to all.

God bless. =D

2009-02-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

Take your troubles and give me my peace.

2009-02-19T22:22:00.001+08:00

I saw this online recently and decided to post it here. It's quite meaniningful i tink. It's from an email circulating around the net but ironically it was not an email that informed me of this msg but Sok Sok instead. haha. It's quite true i tink. and rule number 1 suxs like totally.lol but well, that's life. haha BILL GATES' SPEECH TO MT. WHITNEY HIGH SCHOOL in Visalia, California.

Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this!

To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.

Rule 1: Life is not fair -- get used to it!

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping -- they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

2009-02-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

Something i found online from Ah Xin de blog.

「有些人經過我身旁住在我腦中在我心底鑽洞

有些人變成相片堆在角落灰塵像雪一般冰凍」

曾經，對著在我們生命中走過的人們，這樣唱著。

他們也許擦肩而過，也許並肩走過一段，

也許給我們一段或者歡笑或者哭泣的風景。

但，最怕有些人雖然早已走遠，卻從不肯把屬於他的回憶帶走。

於是，總在一個人時，不住地獨自懊惱：

2009-02-04T04:32:00.002+08:00

"You said it best when you say nothing at all."

I totally love this line. Not that it has any particular memories for me but generally i just find the line sweet. <3
Anyone knows what song this line came from? It's fairly simple to guess the song name ba. After all the sing name is in the line itself. So no rewards for guessing it right? =D

Call me naive or something but i think love should remain a 2-person thing. I just read someone's msn nic, and it says,"Love is like a coin, it's very simple and has only 2 faces" Even though i know that love is not reali like a coin and there are alot of other factors in it, i still think that the idea is sweet. If only it was reali 2 person. Then everything would be much easier le won't it? haha.

Anyway, if u are wandering if i'm emo now or not, dun worry, I'M NOT. I'm actually happily smiling in front of my com =D It's only my friends around me have been having some r/s problems so ya, was kinda thinking about their problems and i concluded that if it was only 2 person how simple would love be. Just me and you. No him, her or them.

But that's the way life is ain't it? Reality never co-exists with our Ideal way of life. From Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet to modern day love stories like Twilight, love was never confined to a 2 person world. Family, friends,class, status, society would all eventually find their way into love and complicate things. No wonder there's this status in Friendster called " It's Complicated" haha.

However it's ironic too that in such circumstances where the outside world intrudes into love where we find love being the strongest. Romeo's love for juliet is undoubted as he dies for her. Edward's love for Bella is too made stronger after their fight to overcome their difference in race. At the end of the day, fate has it all written out for us i guess. Whether it's to be or not to be, it's all written in the stars, ain't it? haha.

2009-02-03T04:57:00.003+08:00

For the Longest time~

Changed my blog song finally le. Love this song called The longest time by Billy Joel. haha. I tink it's a classic. I was reminded of this song when i went hongyou's hse for the so called "Dementia Seminar" that Sok Sok supposedely organised. haha. I cannot believe i reali believed her loh. So paiseh. Good ting no one else noe or else veri veri paiseh. haha

Anw, i'm glad i went over =) Got to meet many of my SL mates and it was a great sat aftn. haha. The evening was not so good though, Federer lost to Nadal AGAIN! =( I tink it's a tragedy. Federer even cried at the end of it which made me super touched. I tink he reali did his best and I thought it was a great tennis match. It's his 4th straight loss against Nadal le. Sigh. Federer, when will you get ur 14th grand slam title? I hope it's Wimbeldon!

Beat that Nadal who is superhuman. I suspect Nadal's probably a mutant in disguise as a human. HE NEVER GETS TIRED!! I mean how is that possible. It's a 5 hr plus match and he is hardly tired. G@Y i say. lol. But gratz Nadal for winning. I think his game reali improve alot.

Anw, that's all for now. Nitez all and enjoy the new CHINESE NIU Year =)

2009-01-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

我不要管了！

2009-01-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

Think what you want, infer what you like, but for this moment, i would just like to indulge myself in this song. This song reminds me of Love Actually, sweet romance comedy. They started playing this song the scene after mark confessed his unrequited love to his friend's wife which i felt was super sad. here's the link to that scene and watching it now still makes me feel sad somehow. lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Is9xHR11E3A

2009-01-05T09:04:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated New Year to all my readers out there. (if any)

It's a new year le. 2008 is over and finally 2009 is here. Dreaded year where i gonna enter NS and get back my A lvl results. My fate now reali lies in the hands of God coz i cannot do anything except pray i do decently well to get into a Uni and get into a course i wan. If i dun get it, i might juz retake i tink. Better than wasting time in a useless course. Anw, let's not talk about A lvls le. It's depressing. I tink i can have like countless nightmares juz by recalling A lvl scenes.

Let's talk about new year resolutions ba. I can't tink of any for 2009 leh. Wad resolutions do you all have ar? Things like getting into NUS law or NUS medicine all these not counted btw. Those are goals not resolution. Resolution muz be more of character development de. haha. I noe le, i shall try to behave more like a gentleman tis year! Give way to ppl and stuff. Promote kindness campaign or something. Start doing good deeds! I need good karma anyway so i tink it's a good resolution. haha. I shall try to remain friendly all the time even though i got NS this yr and that resolution might juz be hard when u got Sirs asking you to down 20 or down 10 and so on. haha. That's oso y i decided not to cont the dun use the F word resolution this year coz i tink NS i might juz accidentally say it out LOUD! =x

Hm.. so after that long discussion, i decided wad i will do le! And my resolution this year is...........
A SECRET! cannot tell ppl or else won't come true le. =p

Okay, i feeling abit high now,i tink coz i not enuff sleep. Might be the caffine in the coke that i'm drinking now that's making me go crazy. Anyway, that's all for now le. Take cares ppl.

ps. Westlife roxs! =)

2008-12-29T08:34:00.002+08:00

It's raining! haha. that's the weather outside my window. The splatter of rain against my window woke me up and it's such a nice thing to wake up during a rainy day. It's like super shuang coz u will feel veri cold and it's super cosy to be huddled up in my blanket on my bed, except that today my bed was the sofa and i hardly had any blanket on =x

Haha. Was watching MTV outside (totally can understand how mel can watch MTV whole day in the past) and fell asleep watching it.

Anw, the first ting that came to my mind when i realised it was raining was the song 下雨天 by nan quan mama. haha. Loved that song。

okay, i got to run. Update more nxt time. Cyas~

ps. ppl interested in my prom pics and stuff can add me on facebook to see. I lazy upoad here again. haha

2008-12-24T01:18:00.005+08:00

Death strikes us all when we are least aware of it.

Another member of my family has passed away and this time it's my maternal Grandmother. No one expected her death or anything. She left us just like that. No farewells, no last words. She just left us.

She was found lying on the floor of her room by my uncle, her eldest son. No one knew when and how she left us, we just found her there, lying motionless and still. My uncle was terribly depressed by the news and he hated himself for not checking on her earlier. If he had done that, things might have been different.

I wasn't prepared for her death at all. It just struck me few minutes earlier when my mother entered my room and told me about it. It was sudden and unexpected. My mind just blanked when I heard the news, stunned. I didn't cry. I just sat by my bed, shuddered by the fact that death had taken another of my relatives by the hand again. Perhaps it's a reminder from God that we should cherish what we have now for we could lose them so easily just like that.

Sitting down by my bed, I recalled the moments i spent together with her, it wasn't many, but it was all happy memories. I could still remember her face, her smile, her actions, her words and the noodles she used to cook for me during Chinese New Year. All of it that i have so often taken for granted, and though I did not have the chance of sending her my last goodbyes but at least I'm glad that in recent years i have appreciated her actions and thanked her for it.

Christmas this year would indeed be different i guess. While we celebrate the birth of Jesus, we unfortunately have to mourn the loss of one of our dearest and may her soul rest well in heaven and God Bless us all.

2008-12-22T04:36:00.003+08:00

Heyz all! It's another 4 am plus post from me. guess i reali can't slp at night. haha. Maybe i'm becoming more and more like a vampire le. =x

Anyway i wan to blog about another nice song that i was reminded of today. The song is called All For Love by Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart and Sting, 3 oldies singer that kids these days hardly heard of. For those who dunno them, those 3 are reali good oldies singers who was kinda like the justin timberlake(except the dance part) and Jay Chou of the past. All can hold their own and each have topped the chart before with their own songs but this song is special coz it's a collaboration by all 3 of them and as expected, it topped all the charts, US and UK and was one of the most famous songs of that generation. Anw, enuff with the intro le, here's a cool vid of the MV. The first min is kinda lame chit chatting so u might wan to skip that. The song starts at 1 min i tink.

Here you go:

Okay, after hearing that wonderful song, let me talk abit about my insights about the song ba. I heard this song when i was veri young, like reali veri young. I think the song was released in 1993 for the movie the 3 musketeers but i tink i heard it several years later on the radio on gold 90FM or Class 95 fm. But recently i was kinda touched by this song for some unknown reason. It all happened one morning when i woke up in jason's hse(i was at his hse the night b4 for class BBQ) and then jeo switched on the TV and turned to MTV chn (her fav chn besides disney) and it juz so happened that the song started to play while i was waking up, u noe when u are in that "i want to slp more but nid wake up" state of mind. Somehow i tink i fell in love with the song, i had this magical feeling and suddenenly felt like singing along with the song. Maybe it was the lyrics ba, but something's magical about this song that woke me up. Perhaps it was the singers or the melody, but i tink it was the lyrics. I was kinda touched by the lyrics, about things ppl would do for love, esp the line "All for one, All for LOVE" I totally love that line coz it kinda sums up wad ppl do at times, and the "do it all for love" thingy is like super romantic. It reminded me kinda of the tings ppl do and i did for love, about how at times, i dun mind risking other things for love, about our pursuit of love and our sacrifices for it. Don't you think love is such a wonderful thing and the things you do for love are at times even more wonderful and fantastic? Take a step back and think about all the sacrifices you made for this 4 letter word when you hear the song ba. Maybe u will feel magical about it too. haha

Oh ya, just in case u didn't noe, I'm obsessed with this whole ideal of romanticism. These kind of tings totally thrill me. Nitez all then. Happy listening =)

ps. Xmas is coming le, i wonder if anything nice will happen on that day =x

pps. For ppl who dun understand wad i mean by the ideal of romanticism, i meant it in the lit sense of the word, not the colloquial meaning that ppl tend to adopt these days when they tink about romanticism.=)

More info can be found here

2008-12-20T04:15:00.001+08:00

我不想睡觉！
不想不想起床!

I dun wanna sleep, dun wanna wake up....

2008-12-17T17:54:00.002+08:00

I'm loving my bed more and more le!I starting to see why people would invest in nice beds which are comfy and soft.

After 3 days in Camp where i've been hardly sleeping, my bed is like the best post camp reward ever esp if u consider the fact that the only few hours i slept in camp was that cold hard table in the aestheics room along with the hot stuffy tent at ECP, and not to forget the stupid fly and ant i found on myself when i woke up at ECP.

Every camp i'm supposed to learn something and i think this camp i've learnt to appreciate the things around me, i.e. MY BED!!! It's so comfy and nice that it lures me to lie on it every second. Even now, i'm blogging on my BED when i'm supposed to be back in school for the campfire. haha. And i found photos to post on my blog le but been feeling abit lazy (thanks to my bed), so shall post them later. haha.

That's all for now. Going off le~

2008-12-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

Hello all, Been reali busy this whole week so hardly had any time to update. haha. Took like lots and lots of photos this whole week. I tink i took more photos in this week than in my whole life added up together(okay, maybe not, but it's a hyperbole)

So ya, wanted to update those photos on blogger but i can't find them!! Lots of people owe me photos, esp that MARK FRANCIS THOMPSON. haha. He haven given me my farewell photos yet,and i strongly emphasize the word YET. haha. So mark, if u are reading tis, do noe that i wish you all the best in Tekong and may all your wishes comes true AFTER YOU PASS ME THE PHOTOS.

Okay, i tink i sound abit desperate up there. haha. Anyway, Mark won't mind de lah. Right mark? Besides he got "Style" as someone else in my class mentioned. haha

Alright, i tink that's all for now le. Will update more when i get the photos which includes prom and bintan photos, which are all super nice. haha.

Cya arounds then. Dun tink i will post till like wed or thurs. haha. Busy person =x

2008-12-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

Don't disappear all of a sudden!

2008-11-30T02:16:00.002+08:00

There are lots of songs about the rain but one of my fav has got to be 晴天娃娃. It's a uber cute song from the jay chou movie secret. I tink i fell in love with it the moment i heard it play in the movie (this was also partially due to the chio female lead in the movie =x)

Here's my fav part of the lyrics:

我讨厌下雨天亲爱的你快出现
不然我就告诉妈咪你偷牵我的手

Those lines are like super cute!!! esp the last phrase 你偷牵我的手 >.<

haha. Okay, tis post sounds gay. Everyone who noes who i reali am can ignore tis post.
Thank you.haha.

Here's the song:

2008-11-29T01:53:00.001+08:00

Quoted from Nelson:

人的一生就只有那么一次的机会可以做这些事。

I guess jc life is regrettable
some ppl I'd rather not know, some I wished I had known earlier.
some things I rather repeat, some I wished I had cherished more.
some words I wished I said, some I wished I never said it out loud.

2008-11-26T03:37:00.001+08:00

I'm off to Bintan till friday~ whee. Going with my class people.

Going to sleep le. juz finish packing. Shall update when i'm back on friday.

Cya and adious!

2008-11-15T06:58:00.004+08:00

Hello all. Felt like showing off my desktop for awhile so i decided to take a screenshot of it and put it on my blog. Nice right? It even has my blog title at the bottom. =)

Alright, that's all for now. Cheers to all~
A lvls ending in 5 days! God bless us all

ps. The wallpaper was not designed or done by me. I'm not that talented. I found it on deviantart =) It's by Licheus

pps. Just in case you didn't noe,you can click on the photo to enlarge it to get a better view.

2008-11-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

I know i said this a million times le but i juz can't help saying it again:

I LOVE MY BLOG SONG!

I tink discovering this song was one of the best tings that happened to me during the past 2 yrs. lol. I like listening to it when i'm emo, when i'm sad, when i'm happy, when i'm angry. It's like for all occasions. Best song of all time.

AH!! so shuang to scream onli, let off some steam.
And lastly, i love singing the song =)

It had to be you~

2008-11-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

I shall break my silence and express some of my tots here ba.

Honestly, A level suxs. Somehow i get the feeling that every paper's hard and the onli paper i'm glad wif myself is GP. The rest of my papers are like ~!@!@! Most of them are okay, though some were hard.

Greatest REGRET for A lvls i not managing my time well! I'm so screwed coz of time management. Maybe tis is coz it's the first paper i treated seriously ba (believe it or not but it's the first paper that kinda matters since J1). HOnestly, after every paper, i come out of the exam hall tinking of the answers that i didn't write dwn during the paper. It's like so WTH! lah. Irritating feeling of noeing wad to write but didn't write it dwn during the paper. For my history paper 2 i had some panic attack. My mind kinda dozed off and nxt time i noe i was lik having not enuff time!!! Then many of my points were blurry and cannot organize them in my head. Serious WTF(dun mind the F) loh. After i walk out of the classroom i was like telling GOT wad to write and stuff but i didn't freaking WRITE THEM DWN! *faints from exasperation

I tink i reaping wad i sowed for slping in class and not handing in my assignments. Not to mention slacking off in front of com (Like wad i doing now) and watching Hitman Reborn 1 day before my Econs papers. No wonder i tink i'm screwed.

All the best for the other papers ba. That's all i can say i guess. Ciaossu~

Ps. I'm having econs paper 1 tml and look wad i'm doing here now. =x

2008-10-29T05:37:00.001+08:00

Zahada

I was accidentally hooked onto it earlier. Somehow manage to stop playing it now but for those who dun have A lvls, do try it. For those who have, i advise u wait till after 20 Nov then click. haha. HIghly addictive.

All the best for everyone for A lvls PW and pray hard for me i get 4As =x

2008-10-20T02:18:00.001+08:00

This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

2008-10-19T03:04:00.002+08:00

I realise i can totally listen to my blog song go on and on and on forever. It's just so nice!! The piano is such a wonderful instrument (the best imo) and when it's complimented by the human voice, it's totally amazing!

Shall go back to studying.
Ciao~

2008-10-18T01:36:00.003+08:00

Good morning MR POON,

Your enlistment date is not finalised yet. An enlistment notice will be sent to you two months before your enlistment date. For further enquiries, please call our Call Center at 1800-3676767 or email to us at contact@ns.sg.

Though when i called the NS hotline they told me it's between March 2009- June 2009. So i guess i got like 3 months more to slack. AH!

Tink i shall get a job or maybe go do some meaningful stuff like learn driving or take some course ba. After all 4 months seems to be like alot of time. Oh ya, keith oso got the same date as me. haha.

So after doing some research and checking with different ppl, i have come to the conclusion that as long as u fail one sub in prelims, u will end up in the April batch ba. That kinda suxs esp since u considered the fact that i failed by like 1 mark. haha. But guess it's just Cest La Vie, Cest La Vie, Cest La Vie~ ba.

Anyway, shall go to slp le. Nitez all.

2008-10-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

I just realise that my school life is ending soon with my A lvls. It's like so fast loh. 12 yrs of schooling is all ending in a blink of an eye.

Looking back, i realise that the best time of my sch life is my time in 401. I tink 401 is still the best part of my sch life. Not only coz of it being more chinese, but also coz of ppl like syah, long hao, Hongyao, mehul, zhi yuan, stella and so on. We reali got quite a variety of ppl in that class and the ting i miss most is soccer! Esp classroom soccer! Veri long nvr play soccer at the back of my class le. haha.
Other than that, it's been like veri long since i last enjoyed playing soccer le. I mean i do play soccer in VJ but it's kinda diff ba. Most of the time i play wif random ppl whom i hardly noe and even though playing soccer with the TGOP people are fun too but nth beats 401! When i play wif TGOP at times there's this age gap tingy that stops me from expressing myself freely but when i play wif 401 it's reali free and easy! I feel so much more happier playing with you all not mentioning i feel more unrestrained. Nth beats noeing everyone on the field and having fun with a bunch of friends which includes guys and gals. haha. In A13 the guys and gals are kinda like separated for most of the 2 yrs so like ya...
But still A13 is special coz of the ppl in it. The Gang of Ten roxs totally~ haha. Nice name also. GOT! Maybe i shall do a avatar after the A levels on GOT. Can do together with mark then learn abit of photoshop from him at the same time. haha. And GOT is special coz of floorball. Playing floorball wif 07A13 is like playing soccer with 401. Playing with ppl like Andre, Jason, Edo, Jinghan, Mark, Tricia, Jeo and many more make the game so fun esp thxs to occassional jokes and funny inccidents that happen. Floorball is fun coz of 07A13 =)
Only pity if floorball not portable. lol. I mean like soccer ball u can bring everywhere to kick but floorball nid sticks, goals and ball somemore, veri ma fan. Plus veri hard to find public place to play floorball.
Oh ya, A13 is also fun coz of all the jokes we make. We are reali quite the "joker" class. haha. All types of jokes oso got ranging from racial jokes to sexual jokes. Normal jokes oso got. Onli ting lacking is Qian Bian jokes but that itself is hard to find in VJ esp in Arts Fac since many of us is Eng-Orientated and many of them hardly understand chinese jokes. haha. All in all, A13 has a special place in my heart just like how 401 is special and how 2E4 is special (shall elaborate more nxt time since i gtg soon le =p) too. Not forgetting SLB too. haha. But shall elaborate on all those later ba.

Anw, i shall go off le. Later still got maths mock paper 1. Let's hope i do well =)

STudy hard and Cya~

2008-10-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad there's music in this world. It's like my salvation these days esp since i banned myself from any online games. Listening to music helps take my mind off those awful and disgusting exams. The countdown to the A levels is like so irritating! Everyday when i think about the days i have left and the stuff that i have left that's not studying, i'm like "OMG WTF BBQ"(quote from Mark who claims Ang Moh uses the word BBQ alot when they swear as a swear enchancer -.-)

So let me share my music taste awhile by posting this nice song from David Archuleta called Crush. Go google it or listen on youtube! It's good. =)

And i shall promise myself to work harder here and not think so much. Some things leave until after As ba. Cya all then~

2008-10-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

Was packing my cupboard few days ago and while packing, a bookmark dropped out of it and this is what it says on it:

思念
别离不代表结束，
而是思念的开始。

I realise it's quite nice so decided to blog it down. haha. Actually there's more to the bookmark but it doesn't sound nice so i decided to self censor it from my blog. haha. Cya all then.

Study hard~
ps. i hope i can do that too =x

2008-10-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

Farewell Assembly's finally here. It's like the conclusion to our 2 yrs in VJC or rather 1 yr plus. We spammed lots of photos on that day but i haven gotten them all yet so here's a preview of it! 07A13 Roxs~ <3

2008-09-28T23:22:00.009+08:00

Here's a new song that i'm addicted with currently. First heard monique singing it than after that kinda got addicted to it. The lyrics are nice and her voice is definitely good too. I'm kinda in love with the song now. haha. Nan quan mama is the name of the band that played the song and i'm starting to like them. So here's the mv.

Oh ya, did i mention i hate studying? If i didn't than i hereby declare that studying suxs! As quoted from mark's blog, "If I could travel back in time to February 2007, I'd find the younger me who was still deciding what poly or jc I should go. Then I'd kill him"

2008-09-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

Love Story is soooo touching! It's one of the best romantic tragedies that i ever read. It's even amazing if u consider the fact that it was written in 1970 where the plot that the book has is hardly seen.Nowadays it's common to see such plots but in the past it was rare. Love story is also funny and witty and here's a funny extract from chpt 1:

'Listen, I need that goddamn book.' (oliver)
'Wouldja please watch your profanity, Preppie?' (jennifer)
'What makes you so sure I went to prep school?'(oliver)
'You look stupid and rich,' she said, removing her glasses.(jennifer)
'You're wrong,'' I protested. 'I'm actually smart and poor.'(oliver)
'Oh, no, Preppie. I'm smart and poor.'(jennifer)
She was staring straight at me. Her eyes were brown. Okay, maybe I look rich, but I wouldn't let some 'Cliffie - even one with pretty eyes - call me dumb.
'What the hell makes you so smart?' I asked.(oliver)
'I wouldn't go for coffee with you,' she answered.(jennifer)
'Listen - I wouldn't ask you.'(oliver)
'That,' she replied, 'is what makes you stupid.'(jennifer)

The dialogue in the book is quite witty esp with those smart retorts that Jennifer has all the time.

2008-09-13T00:16:00.002+08:00

Let me share something i found online. It's called Love Story written by Erich Segal and i'm kinda addicted to the book after reading the few paragraph. It's the best selling novel of the 1970s for those of you who dunno the book and that the film was the highest rating film in 1971. I shall start reading the book after my prelims. It seems so interesting. So here we go:

What can you say about a twenty-five-year-old girl who died?
That she was beautiful. And brilliant. That she loved Mozart and Bach. And the Beatles. And me. Once, when she specifically lumped me with those musical types, I asked her what the order was, and she replied, smiling, 'Alphabetical.' At the time I smiled too. But now I sit and wonder whether she was listing me by my first name - in which case I would trail Mozart - or by my last name, in which case I would edge in there between Bach and the Beatles. Either way I don't come first, which for some stupid reason bothers hell out of me, having grown up with the notion that I always had to be number one. Family heritage, don't you know?

If interested in the book can ask me. I can provide more details.

That's all now. Take cares~

Meaningful story

2008-09-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time a big monk and a little monk were traveling together.
They came to the bank of a river and found the bridge damaged.. They had to wade across the river.
There was a pretty lady who was stuck at the damaged bridge and couldn't cross the river.
The big monk offered to carry the pretty lady across the river on his back. The lady accepted.

The little monk was shocked by the move of the big monk.
"How can big disciple brother carry a lady when we are supposed to avoid all intimacy with females?" thought the little monk. But he kept quiet. The big monk carried the lady across the river and the small monk followed unhappily.
When they crossed the river, the big monk let the lady down and they parted ways with her.

All along the way for several miles, the little monk was very unhappy with the act of the big monk.
He was making up all kinds of accusations about the big monk in his head. This got him madder and madder. But he still kept quiet.
And the big monk had no inclination to explain his situation.

Finally, at a rest point many hours later, the little monk could not stand it any further, he burst out angrily at the big monk.
"How can you claim yourself a devout monk, when you seize the first opportunity to touch a female, especially when she is very pretty?
All your teachings to me make you a big hypocrite."

The big monk looked surprised and said, "I had put down the pretty lady at the river bank many hours ago, how come you are still carrying her along?"

Can you let go of her?

2008-08-28T00:30:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to say Life is great but studying makes Life a hell-hole.
Stress is coming to town and i'm the unlucky guy receiving him. I wonder when will he leave? Would i be the one that sees him off? I hope so.

Often,I wish i could fly. Then perhaps I could free myself from the shackles of society. Soaring high into the skies with my wings outstretched, I could look at the world from a higher perspective. One that tells me the truth about rumours, about people and about hearts...

2008-08-19T21:18:00.002+08:00

I'm taking a break from blogging. Need to start studying le. haha. So i will be online less often.Prelim start next week. Arghz~

All the best for all!Jia Yous! haha.
K, i siam le. Byes byes. Good luck to all and to me too. haha

2008-08-17T13:43:00.002+08:00

Singapore got into Table Tennis Finals! I'm quite happy that Singapore did it. I was watching the match and my heart was close to pumping in the last few mins of it. Esp when they stop the game for that expatriate rule or something. I tot it will be harmful for SG loh. But turns out it's beneficial. And we Won! FENG TIAN WEI! She did it. haha. Lee Jia Wei failed us in the singles though. I tot she will win de. haix.

But still, she made up for it in the doubles! She won the doubles 3-0 easily. haha. Anw, let's hope that we dun get trashed by China later. They postponed the SG PM rally for the match. I tink tis shows how impt the olympics are to us. haha

Anw, this olympics is quite special. Alot of unusual and miraculous tings happen. For example, SG won at least a silver medal. China won their first male fencing Gold after 27 years. India won their first gold in shooting too. Mongolia oso got their first gold. Phelps got his 8 golds and broke tons of record along the way. That guy is reali a fish man. I swear his a merman. haha.The world fastest man,Usain Bolt broke the 100m record and even managed to wave at the audience during the last 50m. He won Jamaica's first gold in the 100M race in the olympics. And Belgium manage to win Italy 3-2 in soccer. So amazing and totally unexpected. I wonder how many more surprises will pop out. Hopefully the best one would be China winning USA in the medal tally.

Since i'm Chinese, i decided to support China!! Go Go China! haha

Anw, back to studying le. Byes all and take cares!

2008-08-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

OH MY!! I'm totally in love wif nodame cantabile again. haha

It's juz a nice Dorama that i'm totally in love wif it! It's as funny as one piece and it has it's touching parts too! Plus Chiaki is shuai and Nodame is like Blur Cute! haha. Her actions super cute. haha. Go watch it on Veoh or something if u haven watch it yet. Rmb ar, muz watch the live drama version! That's the best version of all 3 currently. haha.

And for those nodame fans, here's a webby that has everything nodame including one veri funny variety prog that the chars from Nodame Cantabile attended. It's called
Bistro Smap, a cooking prog but veri funny!

Go to http://nodamecantabileresource.blogspot.com/ Can find out latest updates on Nodame and alot of archives of it.

And for that fun variety prog i was toking about, i'm referring to http://nodamecantabileresource.blogspot.com/2007/08/dailymotion-tamaki-hiroshi-ueno-juri.html
Xinyi rmb go see ar. Super funny. haha

okay, back to studies le. Cya and gd luk!

2008-08-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

Oh my. It's such a depressing time now.

Just woke up from a nap and after turning on the TV to watch the olympics, i feel so sad =( Was watching the Olympics tennis quarterfinals and Ferderer lost again! Haix. This time he lost to James Blake of the USA.

I tink Ferderer's summer is gone liao. The world no. 1 will be dethroned latest 18 August by Nadal. Haix. What a sad world this is. Somehow Federer cannot find him form. But one thing i like about him is that even when he loses the match, he still looks gracious and smiles at the audience despite the sadness in his heart. I guess that's what u would call the spirit of a champion ba. Totally amazed by him and let's all hope that he will bounce back next year. Jia you!