我就不相信我会笨到, 忘不了赖着不放掉.



Alcohol does bring out the worse of us. Haven't thought of a single thing that I did right when I was induced by alcohol. It was fun, but beneath those laughter and smiles was something I missed out on. If only I had noticed it earlier, then maybe things might have ended on a happier note. Sure things were fine for everyone, but it wasn't for you and maybe you should have said it out. Then I would have stop. Definitely would have.

Oh well, guess this kinda shows how much it meant to you. I never thought that you would care so much but on second thoughts, it was pretty dumb that I didn't realise it. I mean after all it does mean something to you. Lesson learnt i guessed.

Anyway I have got through worse tings, so i believe i will get past this. But for tonight, let me drown in this melancholy. I believe i have "earned" that right.

寧願愛上一個不能擁有的人，
也不想擁有一個無法愛上的人。